OKay so I'm editing my first chapter...making it longer and more...addicting or whatever. Just read it and eat cookies ^^


Sakura walked to her knew school her pink locks dancing merrily with the soft breeze. She pulled her hair back into a messy bun, a few annoying strands fell into her face. She sighed in exasperation.

Sometimes she got the sudden urge to chop of all her hair, it tickled her neck and fell in her face, she hated it…but…he had loved her hair long.

'No you are not thinking about your hair length, and about your past, and about him. Especially don't think about him,' Sakura thought shaking her head slightly.

She saw the school entrance, and a smile graced her lips. Konoha Academy, a prestigious and honorable private school that accepted students that we only for the best of the best. Everyone at her old school knew that with Sakura's brains she could get into any high school she wanted, even college.

Sakura entered the school grounds and walked into the building, ignoring the pointed stares and the whispering. She also ignored the fact that her clothes were out of place. While everyone she noticed was dressed in fine cloth and impressive designer attire she was clothed in simple ordinary clothes. Guys stared at her, and she looked away. They were so scary, so evil. I hate men.

Sakura quickly found the office and entered.

"Hi! I'm Haruno Sakura…the new student," Sakura said with a smile. The secretary looked up, a beautiful women, so sweet and angelic looking.

"Good Morning Miss Haruno! My name is Shizune and I am principle Tsunade's secretary. Welcome to Konoha Academy, congratulations on receiving the scholarship," Shizune said with a smile.

"Thank you," Sakura said, Shizune riffled threw a few papers.

"Here is your schedule and if you have any questions feel free to contact me at any time," Shizune said and with a last smile she returned to her mountain load of paper work.

Sakura nodded, though the action was more to herself then to anyone, and walked out of the office reading her schedule.

'Literature first,' Sakura thought and weaved her way around. The school was small since so few could get in, but the school was rich with history and not to mention the students in the school…we're rich as well.

Sakura finally found the literature room, and taking a deep breathe she opened the door. The class was small, and so many guys were staring at her, boring into her mind, at her body, into her soul.

Please, go away, stop looking at me, please. I hate men.

The class silenced slightly as Sakura stared around the classroom. Suddenly a firm big hand grabbed her shoulder, she almost screamed in surprise, her eyes wide and fearful.

"Ah…you must be the new student Miss Haruno," A tall brown haired man said with a smile, "I'm your teacher, Iruka-Sensie, my apologies I didn't mean to surprise you"

Sakura's breathing became slightly regular but she shrugged out of his reach, "I-I'm...Sakura," She whispered, I hate men.

"Why do you look so…poor," A high pitched and aggravating voice rang out. Sakura looked away, she was dirty, she was ugly, she was 'spoiled goods', I hate men.

"Miss Yamanaki, please refrain yourself from speaking rudely out of term," Iruka said a chastising look on his face. Ino Yamanaki, a blond and curvy girl gave Sakura a sultry look.

"She's so…plain," Ino whined, "How did she get in?"

"She won a scholarship," Iruka said and glaring at Ino he continued, "Now Miss Yamanaki I suggest you sit down or I will be forced to give you a demerit,"

Ino grudgingly sat and glaring at Sakura she turned her attention to a red haired boy who sat next to her. The red head was dressed as a rocker, studded belt, black baggy pants the works. She stared into his dark green eyes, they were like here's, lost and sad. She felt...calm around him, peaceful.

Sakura mentally slapped herself, 'No,' she cursed, 'You will not do this, remember our promise, remember it,'

Sakura remembered, she would always remember, how could she forget the one person that crashed her heart, demolished her dreams, and mutilated her heart. Uchiha Sasuke…Sakura remembered what happened as if it were yesterday, all she really had to do was close her eyes. Sakura sighed knowingly at let the memories fill her.

"Sasuke, I…I love you," Sakura whispered, Sasuke stared at her his eyes wide in surprise. Then a grin crossed his arrogant face.

"Love you too, babe," Sasuke said and leaning down he kissed Sakura. Sakura almost melted. The man of her dreams, hers at last. This was the way it should be forever.

"I've got to go Sasuke, I'm not sure where my mom is but she's late," Sakura whispered breaking apart from the kiss.

"Just wait for her to come, it's her own fault for being late," Sasuke said and began kissing Sakura again. Sakura kissed back, and after a few minutes she broke the kiss again.

"I'm sorry Sasuke, I've got to go. Dad will have a May Day if I'm not home before ten," Sakura said and got up off the sofa.

"But it's raining," Sasuke objected, though his eyes should a different emotion...and it wasn't playfull sadness.

"I'm sure I'll live if I get a little wet," Sakura said with a giggle, "I'll see you tomorrow,"

And with that Sakura floated away. She took her umbrella and slipping her shoes on she left Sasuke's house. Humming merrily to herself she walked the ever so familiar rout home. Suddenly a hand grabbed her, before she could scream another had clamped itself over her mouth.

She twisted and turned trying to scream for help. Suddenly tape was over her mouth and it muted her cries and screams for mercy and help. She felt herself being dragged off the road and into a tree inhabited area. Nobody would see her here, nobody could here her scream. Oh God, I'm going to die, please, stop, leave me alone.

Suddenly weight was on her stomach, she opened her eyes…

Sasuke Uchiha...Her eyes widened, what was he doing? Was this some kind of sick joke? Why was he acting like this?

Sasuke laughed at her astonishment, "Sakura you have no idea how horny you make me," Sasuke said his voice husky, "I don't care what you see, we're going to do it,"

Sakura began to scream and wriggle trying to free herself. Sasuke grunted in annoyance. Suddenly he was holding a thin pocket knife.

"Come on baby, we can do it the easy way or the hard way," Sasuke said warningly, Sakura's eyes widened in fear and she quickly ceased moving. Sasuke grinning triumphantly and with the knife he cut her skirt and her undergarments.

Oh God, please God, make him stop, make him die, make him leave, turn him back into the Sasuke I was just with a few minutes ago.

"I love you," Sasuke whispered as he filled her and even as she pleaded for him to stop and even though he could not hear her, Sasuke took her without a seconds thought. 'Sakura choked in horror and disgust as Sasuke tore her panties in half and shoved his fingers roughly between her thighs, savouring the feel. He unzipped his pants and plunged in ruthlessly, earning a strangled cry. Sakura felt contaminated, but she couldn't scream. She fell limply against the tree, eyes blank. Sasuke chuckled softly into Sakura's ear.

So disguisting, so tainted, I was impure now, and it was all his fault. I hate men, I hate men I hate men...

The clouds overhead floated solemnly over the sun, and inch by inch the sunlight disappeared.

I hate men...I hate them, so much...

Sakura realized then that she was still in front of the class, everybody was giving her a weird look, she blushed and looked away. The eyes of the men burning her mind, her face, her body. She was on fire, she needed to leave, to get out. Why oh why did her mom make her go to this school?

Men are evil, men are cruel heartless bastards. They ruined my little peice of happiness, so never again will I be with a man as long as I live. Never again, men are evil, never again, men are evil...


Hehe a little dark...and slightly repetitive...but I was aiming for a longer chapter /sweat drop/

Hope this does some good....especially I hope it makes up for my long absence

Much Love,
Evanescence147