Hey everyone, this is to try and wear off my writers' block and practice lemons!!! Another ouran fanfiction!

Warning – lemon, yaoi, violence, bondage, angst, twincest, insanity, suicide attempts, orange, abuse and self-harm.

Disclaimer – I do not own ouran high school host club!

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The shivering teenage boy ran through the frozen and frightening streets. The frosted street lights flickered with an orange glow around as the pitch black darkness fell all around. His light footsteps echoed throughout the street.

'I can't believe this is happening!' ran through the boy's mind. He tripped and fell heavily on the hard pavement. He cowered away from the shadowed being hovering over him. The older man spoke in a grave voice 'I'd guess there's no one to save you, nor will there ever be' which was followed with maniacal laughter. A small scared sound escaped the younger one's throat in pure fear of the older man.

"Kaoru!" another familiar voice sounded around him.

"Hikaru?" his golden eyes looked round manically for his slightly older brother. A sharp object was pressed against his chest threateningly.

"Hikaru, help, please!" Kaoru shouted within a gasp of terror. The blade skimmed neatly across his chest, shredding the clothes that he wore. His eyes snapped shut tightly, tears brimming to the surface and sliding down his pale ivory face. A gentle yet pleasurable smirk formed on his lips by mistake, he hid his secrets well and even his twin brother had no idea of some however maybe it would be best if he knew. Hikaru darted to his brother whom was cowering on the ground.

"Kaoru are you okay?" he asked grabbing his trembling shoulders as Kaoru's dulling eyes flickered open looking at his brother. He nodded slightly as the tips of his fingers touched where the 'wound' was. His fingers were coated in dark blood, at this time Hikaru also noticed the cut. "How did you get that cut?" he asked with concern. Kaoru buried his head in Hikaru's chest whilst he shook. "Kaoru?" he asked again.

"This man attacked me" he whispered to his worried brother. Hikaru's eyes widened then softened.

"Where was he?"

"Here, just before you arrived. When you came he disappeared, you should've seen him" Kaoru sobbed softly to his older brother.

"I didn't see anyone here, what did he look like?" Hikaru asked gently.
"He was tall, I couldn't see his face properly though. He had a knife and was really skinny, like he was anorexic" he cried quietly. Hikaru recognized the description.

"Like the man from your dreams?" Hikaru asked, Kaoru nodded wiping away his tears since his brother had moved to look him in the eyes. "Are you sure?" Hikaru asked.

"Don't you believe me?" Kaoru gasped, obviously deeply hurt. Hikaru felt guilty, he shouldn't have said that when his twin was deeply upset.

"I'm sorry, I do believe you but it sounds weird, you'd been having nightmares about him when you had never seen him before." Kaoru stood looking in an odd direction. He looked amazed and frozen yet terrified beyond belief as if he was paralyzed. "Kaoru?" Hikaru stood to join his twin and saw someone he had hoped never to see again.

"Father?" they both questioned at the same time. The figure was in perfect vision of the twins as he opened his arms with a smile and chimed, "ah, boys, it's been a long time". The last time they had seen him was just before they had gone to ouran, and they had hoped and prayed to never ever see him again but alas there he was standing right in front of them, the man that made them so cynical. Kaoru wrapped his hands around his arms and backed away as he turned on his heels and attempted to run. As he spun their father gripped his wrist harshly and tugged him to his tight hug. "Where are you trying to go son" he whispered into Kaoru's ear as his hot breath tickled the inside of Kaoru's ear.

"Let him go!" Hikaru defended his brother from him.

"Oh hush now, you know you want to come with me too, your brother had no choice though. A little force is good for a boy" he laughed psychotically. "I can't wait 'till we get back, it'll be like the good old days, right boys?" The hairs on the backs of their necks stood on end in alarm. Kaoru clamped his eyes shut as he tried to struggle free but to no avail. Their father began to drag Kaoru away to his slick black car as Hikaru ran after them. If Kaoru was being taken away he would go to no matter what. They were thrown into the back of the common but expensive car as it was quickly locked. He snuck into the drivers' seat as the vehicle took off. The twins huddled together like rabbits as Kaoru rested his head on Hikaru's shoulder. Hikaru's slender fingers slipped between strands of soft and smooth red hair in a comforting manor. Kaoru had been through the biggest ordeal out of the two of them when it came to their father. He was sure Kaoru still had some of the scars from when their father would accidentally cut too deep and he was certain the memories of their darkest day still remained fresh in his mind. Hikaru could still remember the pain-filled screams and pleas he had heard and the awful state Kaoru was in. Hikaru admired Kaoru for being able to carry on and cope with what had befallen him that night. Eventually the car screeched to a slick halt where they were dragged into the unknown area and into the loathed household. They were taken into a large empty room, "This'll be your home for now boys". He threw Hikaru into a vertex of the square room as he held Kaoru tightly into his grasp. He harshly pulled his younger son towards him as he claimed Kaoru's lips painfully. Kaoru stood shocked, scared and sealed to the spot. Hikaru angrily stared however he was unable to move. Their father's arms wrapped around Kaoru's body as he licked at Kaoru lips to deepen the painful kiss, Kaoru, still confused, let his father dominate his mouth as the bigger, stronger more dominant man slid his tongue into Kaoru's mouth just to taunt the two. Their father held no love for either of his twins but merely saw them as things to take out his anger and lust. Hikaru finally found the ability to stand and charge his father, stealing Kaoru, his Kaoru, from their father. The helpless boy clung to Hikaru for dear life. Their father smirked as he left shouting "you're both disappointing failures, I'll be back later". As the door slammed shut they huddled together, Hikaru in an overly protective state and Kaoru in a crying mess.

"I don't want this to happen again Hikaru" he sobbed. Hikaru held Kaoru softly and soundlessly. He didn't want to say 'I promise it won't' which is what Kaoru wanted to hear, Hikaru didn't like to make promises he couldn't keep. He had already made that mistake.

"I promise he won't hurt you Kaoru" Hikaru whispered to his frightened brother.

Kaoru cried madly as Hikaru comforted him, "Kaoru…"

Kaoru just cried, if Hikaru hadn't said that earlier perhaps Kaoru wouldn't be so…broken. If Hikaru hadn't lead Kaoru with false promises he would not have felt so…betrayed.

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