Hey guys this is my first story here on the buffy fic's my friend writes teentitan ones Anyway this story is set after buffy dies willow and that haven't brought here back Spike took Dawn under his wing, and there is no buffbot,Dawn is still the Key mwahahahahaha lol Oh yeah it's a Spawn (I love this pairing)Any way here it is please R&R
Prolouge
The room was pitch black it still smelt like her, her things were in the same place they were on tht night nothing changed except her absence, she was gone and not coming back.
Dawn slowly walked up to here sister's bed taking in her surroundings, "Why didn't I jump" She wispered as she crawled up on the bed pulling the pillow to her nose she could just smell her but it was fading, a tear escapes her eye as she remember watching her jump to her death, "Im so sorry" She finally said letting the tears stream down her cheaks.
"Hey Nibblet where you got to" Spike called as he walked up the stairs, dawn quickly wiped her tears away and jumped of the bed, "Coming" She said as Spike stepped into view, "Whats up, why you in Buffys room" he said walking after her he could smell her tears, she had been crying again, "Oh pet, it will be okay" he said as they reached the bottom step, "NO it won't" Dawn snapped, it was the most he had heard her say since the funeral she had pulled out the silent treatment to everyone, "She dead Spike, it should have been me, for fuck sake Spike im not even real" a little shocked by Dawns laungauge he wasn't sure what to say, nothing he said would bring her back he knew that, but he hated seeing his Dawn Upset it tore him up inside, "You are real Dawn I can see you, you have a reflection for one and you cry, you yell and you can feel pain, you're as real as it gets" she said trying to calm her.
"Im not real im just a ball of green energy Spike" She said sliding down the wall and cupping her face with her hands, "Im not real, Buffy was and she died not me" she looked up at the bleach blonde vampire staring down at her, "you should hate me like everyone else you loved Buffy so did the others I was so selfesh I was scared to jump let her I didn't try to stop her im such a bitch, WHY CAN"T YOU JUST HATE ME like all the others" She yelled trying to get back up, "I Hate me" She spat out before walking past Spike.
She was right he should hate he but he didn't in a way he was glad buffy died he wasn't sure if he could live on without Dawns cheerfulness which of late was missing from her personality, Buffy always just beat Spike up when she wanted information Dawn asked she always got a answer she she asked.
"Hey Spike you can go now" Willow said as she came back from patrolling with the others, "Is Dawn still in her room" Willow glanced up the stairs, "Yeah, im going to say bye to the Nibblet 'K" he walked up to her room.
"Dawn you in here" He said pressing on the ajared door, "What" She said looking up from her diary, "Im Going now, and I don't hate you pet never will get that in your head he said turning to leave, "Spike" She said in almost a whisper, "You mean that" her eye's swelled up with tears, "Course I do" with that dawn ran over to him and wrapped hers boney arms around his musclaur body, "Thank you"
Okay that was just the prolouge the next chapter will be better and longer please R&R