Famous Singer Chapter 1, a twilight fanfic

Famous Singer

"Hey Avril, you're on in 5!" my sound guy called to me.

"Ok, I'll be ready in a sec!" I replied back to him. Right now, I was in my dressing room, preparing for my live New York City Garden Concert. After Edward left me, I was discovered by Hollywood Record producer, Jimmy Hunter. I had been sitting outside, just playing my guitar and singing one of Taylor Swift's songs, and he overheard me. He said I had talent and offered me a 1 year contract with Hollywood Records. Of course I said yes, and now this was my first concert, after I released my album.

A lot had changed about me in the last 6 months. I dyed my hair blonde right after HE left, straightened and layered it, and finally then got black lowlights.

Right now, I was dressed in a black and red striped spaghetti sleeved top, black capris, and black matching high tops (Avril Lavigne's "He Wasn't" music video outfit)

Just then, Damon Salvatore (aka my "creator") walked in.

"Damon, get out!" I said menacingly, not even turning to look at him. I was not in the mood to be pissed off by some Vampanese ruler.

"Hey, chill," he said holding up his hands," I didn't come to fight. I just came to bring you this." He tossed something at me, and I caught it with blinding speed, before it even hit my face.

"A blood bag? Really Damon, is that really necessary? I just fed yesterday, and I'm completely satisfied with my hunger. I don't need this."

"Yes, you do," he interrupted me, "you're a freshly turned vampire. I suggest you drink it, or you'll end up killing everyone on stage tonight."

I glared at him, but obeyed. Without thinking, I enlonged my fangs, and plunged them into the blood bag, drinking the sweet, scarlet liquid. Within seconds the bag ran dry, and I growled in frustration.

Damon just laughed. "Easy young one, you'll get more later." He said as I tossed him the empty blood bag.

"Avril you're on! Come on!" the sound guy called.

Quickly, I wiped the blood from my mouth, and ran past Damon, into backstage. The lights came on, and all I could hear was the screaming of the hundreds of fans outside in the auditorium. Then, one of the handymen handed me a microphone, and made sure that my clothes were alright. Then, I lifted the microphone to my lips, as I ran out onto the stage.

"Are you guys ready to rock?" I was answered by screams and whistles. "Well, then LET'S GO!"

The music started, and I waited for my introduction.

There's not much goin' on today

I'm really bored it's getting late

What happened to my Saturday? (Saturday)

Monday's come the day I hate, ate

Sit on the bed alone

Starin' at the phone

He wasn't what I wanted what I thought, no!

He wouldn't even open up the door!

He never made me feel like I was special!

He isn't really what I'm lookin' for!

Hey! Hey! Hey!

As I looked into the crowd, I say something that shocked me. The Cullens were in the front row, to the right of the stage. Why were THEY here? Did I NEED more painful memories or reminders? All of them were here. Carlisle, Esme, Rosalie, Emmett, Jasper, Alice, and…Edward. His face was expressionless, but I detected a hint of sadness in his eyes. But, I , kept on singing.

This is when I start to bite my nails

And clean my room when all else fails

I think it's time for me to bail

This part of you is getting stale, ale

Sit on the bed alone

Starin' at the phone

He wasn't what I wanted what I thought, no!

He wouldn't even open up the door!

He never made me feel like I was special!

He isn't really what I'm lookin' for!

Hey! Hey! Hey!

Na, Na, Na-Na Na (we've all got choices)

Na, Na, Na-Na (we've all got voices)

Na, Na, Na-Na Na ( stand up make some noise)

Na, Na, Na-Na (stand up make some noise)

Sit on the bed alone

Starin' at the phone

He wasn't what I wanted what I thought NO!

He wouldn't even open up the door!

He never made me feel like I was special!

He isn't really what I'm lookin' for!

He wasn't what I wanted, what I thought, no!

He wouldn't even open up the door!

He never made me feel like I was special! Cause I was special uh uh!

Uh Uh, Uh Oh, Uh Oh, Uh Uh

Na, Na, Na Na-Na

When I finished, I was answered by many screams, claps and whistles. I turned back towards my band, and smiled in gratitude towards them. After that, I ran backstage, and began to change into another outfit. Quickly, while my drummer played a solo, I changed into a short black dress, with awesome yellow, pink, and blue graffiti on it, put on my black boots with neon green laces, and finally, put the neon green extensions into my hair.

I ran back out onto the stage all smiles, but then, my face became serious, and I began to talk to my fans.

"The other day, a person I knew came up to me and said, that I'm too nice to be a rock star."

Many of the fans screamed, booed, and yelled stuff.

"Do you guys think that I can be bad?" I asked in an innocent voice. The fans screamed, and the Cullens, all except Emmett, were silent.

"I CAN'T HEAR YOU!" I yelled into the microphone. The fans screamed louder, and the whistles increased. Emmett was jumping up and down like a maniac, and yelling.

"So how bout we teach that person a lesson, and maybe get some of you to SMILE." The fans screamed as they knew which song I was going to sing next.

I clutched the microphone tightly. Now, this was revenge. Time to hurt Edward just like he hurt me!

My thoughts were interrupted when the music started playing, and then I began to sing.

You know that I'm a crazy bitch
I do what I want, when I feel like it
All I wanna do is lose control
But you don't really give a shit
Ya go with it, go with it, go with it
'Cause you're fucking' crazy
Rock n' roll

You-ou said "hey
What's your name?"
It took one look and
Now I'm not the same.
Yeah, you said "Hey"
And since that day,
You stole my heart and you're the one to blame
Yeah

And that's why I smile.
It's been a while
Since everyday and everything has felt this right
And now
You turn it all around
And suddenly you're all I need
The reason why,
I-i-i, I smi-i-i-ile.

Last night I blacked out, I think.
What did you, what did you put in my drink?
I remember making out and then
Oh oh
I Woke up with a new tattoo
Your name was on me and my name was on you.
I would do it all over again

You-ou said "hey (hey)
What's your name?" (what's your name?)
It took one look and
Now I'm not the same.
Yeah, you said "Hey" (hey)
And since that day, (since that day)
You stole my heart and you're the one to blame
Yeah

And that's why I smile.
It's been a while
Since everyday and everything has felt this right
And now
You turn it all around
And suddenly you're all I need
The reason why,
I-i-i, I smi-i-i-ile.
The reason why,
I-i-i, I smi-i-i-ile.

You know that I'm a crazy bitch
I do what I want, when I feel like it
All I wanna do is lose control
You know that I'm a crazy bitch
I do what I want, when I feel like it
All I wanna do is lose control

When I was done, I saw that Emmett was happy, yelling "Bella you rock!' even Alice was smiling. But the rest of the Cullens were angry, they looked like they did not approve of my language and song choices. I rolled my eyes, whatever. Then, one of the back up singers came out with a black leather jacket, and she shrugged it on me.

"So, are you guys ready for more?" I asked loudly, and was answered with screams.

"Good! Because, we are gonna burn this place," I took a deep breath, couldn't believing myself that I was about to say it, "TO THE FUCKING GROUND!" I screamed into the microphone, and the fans only screamed louder.

Then the music started playing, and I began to sing again.

Ohh, ohh
So much for my happy ending
Ohh, ohh
So much for my happy ending
ohh, ohh,ohhhh

Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something you said?

Don't leave me hangin'
In a city so dead.
Held up so high
On such a breakable thread

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

You were everything, everything
That I wanted,(that I wanted)
We were meant to be, supposed to be
But we lost it (we lost it)
All of the memories so close to me
Just fade away

All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending

As I looked over towards the Cullens, I saw that Edward looked, angry, and hurt. Good! It was working! Finally, Edward would know how I felt in the months that he was gone!

Ohh, ohh,
So much for my happy ending
Ohh ohh

You've got your dumb friends
I know what they say (they say)
They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they (But so are they)
But they don't know me
Do they even know you?(even know you?)
All the things you hide from me
All the shit that you do (all the shit that you do)

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

You were everything, everything
That I wanted (that I wanted)
We were meant to be, supposed to be
But we lost it (we lost it)
All of the memories so close to me
Just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending

It's nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you care
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done

He was everything, everything
That I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be
But we lost it
All of the memories so close to me
Just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending

You were everything, everything
That I wanted (that I wanted)
We were meant to be, supposed to be
But we lost it
All of the memories so close to me
Just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending

ohh ohh ohh ohh
So much for my happy ending
ohh ohh ohh ohh
So much for my happy ending
ohh, ohh, ohh, ohhhhh

Screams filled the auditorium once again, and my heart was hammering in my chest. I felt excited, and happy to be here. I was living my dream to become a rock star at last.

"Ok you guys, there will be a short break here, but we'll be back with more!" I said into the microphone, slightly panting. The fans simply screamed and whistled. "So, while I'm gone, please enjoy this acoustic version of my hit single, "One of Those Girls!" The fans screamed really loud, and the band began playing the drum and guitar parts of the song.

Quickly, I ran backstage, and got changed into a long, white sleeveless dress (Avril Lavigne's "Goodbye Lullaby" CD cover dress) I took out the green extensions, and combed my hair through, just shoving it over to one side ( Like Avril Lavigne's hair on "Goodbye Lullaby" CD cover)

When I heard the band stop, the lights went out, and I came back out. Very quietly, I sat down at the huge black, grand piano that the handymen had moved out for me to use. In the dark, I spoke into the microphone that was on top of the piano.

"Right before I left to come here, I got a special request from a close friend of mine." The crowd went wild, and I smiled to myself in the darkness. "I got a request that, I should play a song, by Lady GaGa, on the piano." The crowd screamed in encouragement. " I bet half of you didn't know that I could play the piano." I said again. But I looked over at the Cullens, and they looked very interested.

"So, do you guys wanna hear me play?" I asked. I was answered by even LOUDER screams, and whistles. Then, a spotlight came on, lighting up the area of me and the piano.

"Ok, so if you guys know this song, feel free to sing along!" I said, and then began to start playing( Judas piano Cover by Ray Mak on Youtube)

The song started off gently and I began to hear the fans singing along with my playing. When I finished with a snazy, loud chord, I was answered by hundreds of screams, yells, whistles, and applauding hands.

"Alright," I said getting up, and walking over towards a stool that had been set up for me, my long white dress flowing to the ground.

"Now we're gonna slow things down a bit, with a new song that I wrote. " One of the back up singers came, and handed me my guitar, as I sat down on the stool. "This song, is dedicated to a guy I used to know, and if you all must know, he was my boyfriend." I was answered by many screams, and cheers. "And, this is a song, that I would sing to him, if he was here." I said, which I very much knew, he was.

"Alright, here we go." I said into the microphone, that was at my face level. The piano started first, and I began to sing.

There's nothing I could say to you
Nothing I could ever do to make you see
What you mean to me

All the pain, the tears I cried
Still you never said goodbye and now I know
How far you'd go

I know I let you down
But it's not like that now
This time I'll never let you go

Now, I began to play my guitar, as I fought back the tears that wanted to pour out.

I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart

All my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay

I thought that I had everything
I didn't know what life could bring
But now I see, honestly

You're the one thing I got right
The only one I let inside
Now I can breathe, cause you're here with me

And if I let you down
I'll turn it all around
Cause I would never let you go

I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart

All my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay

When I looked over at Edward, his eyes were filled with a sadness that I couldn't even describe. He was just as sad and hurt as I was. "No! You don't love him any more Bella!" I thought to myself. But the way he looked at me, made me think that I still loved him, and that maybe he still had feelings for me too.

I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart

All my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay

Cause without you I can't sleep
I'm not gonna ever, ever let you leave
You're all I've got, you're all I want
Yeah

And without you I don't know what I'd do
I can never, ever live a day without you
Here with me, do you see,
You're all I need

And I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart

All my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay

I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart

And all my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay

Tears were spilling out of my eyes now, but not too bad. The crowd cheered, and whistled, and I pulled myself together. "Thank you for all your support guys! GOODNIGHT NEW YORK!" I yelled, and walked off stage, as the lights went out, and the crowd cheered behind me.

I made my way to my dressing room, where the minute that I got inside and shut the door, I plopped down in the large comfy chair, rested my head on my dresser, and began to let the sobs come out.

But, I was interrupted by a knocking on my door. "Who is it?" I asked, trying to keep my voice civil. "Miss Lavigne, the winners of the concert are here to see you , they call themselves the Cullens?" I froze. Them? They were the winners of the contest. So that's why they were here! Now I had no way of avoiding them. So, quickly, I wiped away my tears and messy mascara, breathed evenly in and out, and brushed off my dress. "Alright," I said, "send them in."

End of Part 1