I'm also a very very Kogan-fan :)
Hey, don't blame me for them being cute.
altough..I made this a year ago.. It's so sad, but some people told me it's quite good.
I should have been there, I should have stayed that night, but there was nothing any of us could do. He never told us how he felt, he bottled himself up. I could tell something was wrong, but he wouldn't tell me. He wouldn't tell me in a million years. He wanted everyone to think that he was invincible, he would live forever. They never saw the side I did. The sad, scared, lonely boy I called a best friend. Now here I am, walking alongside a coffin, holding one of the handles.
Suicide by blood loss.
I had been there thirty minutes earlier, laughing and joking with him. I remember the last thing he said to me. He said, "Goodbye, you won't be seeing me tomorrow." Then he hugged me like he didn't want to let me go, and I went home. He stood in the doorway for a while, watching me leave. I should have turned around right then, but I didn't.
A tear rolls down my face as I watch them lower the casket into the ground slowly. If I could, I would have swapped places with him, so I was dead and he was alive. Why did he die and not me? I was stopped every time I tried to meet an untimely end and he succeeds his first try.
Figures.
A week later, they found a body next to the grave. Mine. Why did I do this to myself?
I found his note...at his home.
Dear Kendall,
I know you couldn't possibly feel this way, but, I love you.
More than just a friend or brother. So much that the pain of it hurts too much to endure. I can't live with this anymore. Goodbye Kendall.
Damn.
Two tombstones lay side by side in the fair city of L.A. Surrounded by many flowers and tear stained tissues.
Logan Mitchell
DOB: Sept. 14 1989
DOD: Feb.11 2011
Beloved Friend.
Kendell Knight
DOB: Nov. 2 1990
DOD: Feb.22 2011
Beloved Friend.
I had someone read this.. and cried.. that really made me think about things, in life..
I know it's really sad, but this story..somehow means a lot to me.
not to be stupid.. but it would really mean alot if you wanna tell me what you felt after this story..
Thank you for reading this.
byebye.