A/N: This is the continue of the one-shot "I alone love you" I wrote, I just wanted to try to make a full story out of it and I hope you can help me with the decision to continue this or stop this. So well this is the first chapter and reviews are welcomed.

"And then came the other Robot and saved the young boy from getting killed. That was so amazing." The nine year old squealed in excitement, as he told the man about the movie he had watched yesterday.

"Sound interesting." The man stated and looked down to the boy, who stood in front of him and had a twinkle of joy in his eyes.

"It really was. You should watch it, right mum?" The boy turned around to gaze at his mother, who sat next to the man.

The boy smiled widely at her but she didn´t seem to recognize he was talking to her. Astonished he examined his mother as she let out a deep sigh and kept on staring out of the window. The boy exchanged a look with the man, unsure what to do and the man shook his head slightly as an answer and asked the boy to go to the living room and watch TV, while he was talking to his mother. Happy that he was allowed to watch TV the boy nodded and exited the kitchen, the three of them were in, to settle down on the big couch in the living room. With a smile on his face the man watched the boy disappear in the other room, before he turned his head and looked at her somehow worried. He knew her for years now and he was sure that something was eating on her but he had no clue what it could be. As he saw her yesterday she was joyful as always and the man asked himself what could have happened since yesterday evening. He took a look at her empty cup in front of her, before he stood up from his stool, walked over to the coffee maker, grabbed the glass pot, walked over to her and poured her some more. As she still kept on looking out of the window he shook his head again, placed the glass pot on the kitchen table and sat down again, watching her for a while.

"What´s wrong?" He asked her and put one of his hands on top of hers, which made her look at him.

She let out another sigh, looked at him for a second but turned her gaze down at her hands, like she was hiding something from him. She swallowed hard and closed her eyes for a moment, before she got the strength to look him in the eyes again.

"He was here." She simply said and smiled almost tortured.

"Who?" The man asked her, not knowing what she was talking about.

Once again she shook her head and gazed through the open door into the living room as if to make sure that her son didn´t hear a single word about their conversation. As she was sure that he was focused on the TV-Screen she slowly arose from her chair and stepped up to the window, leaning herself onto the sink, that was underneath it. For a moment she caught a glimpse of a couple that was walking down the street, a little girl by their side, who was probably their kid. She showed another small smile, before she turned her gaze down to the sink and switched nervous from one foot to the other. She wasn´t sure if he was the right person to talk about her messed up feelings but otherwise she was sure that he wouldn´t let her go without telling him. Taking a deep breath she turned around so that her back was facing the window and she could look him in the eyes.

"Simon´s Dad." She simply said and watched how his expression turned from curious into shocked.

"What? Are you kidding me?" The man raised his voice a bit in disbelief but as she shook her head he seemed to understand that she was serious.

"Why was he here? What did he want from you after all this years? Did he hurt you?" The man now asked pretty concerned, stood up from his chair and cut the distance between them, to put his hands on her shoulders and look at her.

"No, he didn´t hurt me. Not physically." She answered him a little afraid about his reaction. She knew him, she knew that he cared for her and that he would do anything that was possible for him to protect her.

"What do you mean not physically? What happened?" He asked her with a clearly puzzled voice.

Taking another deep breath she straightened herself and smiled at him.

"We kissed you know and I told him that I still love him and he told me that he still had feelings for me. But I´m sure that we´ll never meet again." She said and he could hear that she was more than disappointed.

"It´s the best if you never see him again. I mean, I don´t understand why he was here, after all the years you haven´t seen each other and I clearly don´t understand how you can say that you still love him. He wasn´t there for you, he didn´t even know about his son and then suddenly he comes back? If you ask me he just came back to break your heart once more." He told her and tried to make her feel better, even if the things he told her might hurt her just more. But she had to understand that the man wasn´t any good for her.

"You´re totally wrong. I know it´s ridiculous to say I still love him but it´s the truth and I know that he also meant what he said. I feel really honored that you care about me so much but you don´t know him. He could never break my heart." She replied calmly and as an answer her friend just shook his head.

"So tell me why did he came back?" The man asked her and crossed his arms as she just shrugged her shoulders.

"See? That´s what I mean, he was just here to break your heart or why do you think he showed up?"

"He wanted to see me again, he hadn´t even planned that I recognize him." She now said clearly annoyed about her friend. Why couldn´t he just support her and tell her that she should fight for the man she loves?

"I don´t know what you are talking about." Her friend answered and rolled her eyes, what did she mean with that.

"He wore this ridiculous mask and hide his face from me but I knew it was him. Not even his stupid call sign could hide him from me." She answered and walked back to her spot, taking a sip of her coffee.

"Call sign? What call sign?" The man raised an eye-brow and watched her putting her cup down.

"His name´s no longer Simon. He´s called Ghost."