It's me again, with another Leah story. A "three shot" this time, because I noticed that the one shots I write are a little long.

Thank you Farah for your "push" in this story and you flash of inspiration :).

Well I made this a Leah/Paul story because whenever I feel like the feeling is "intense" I feel Paul is in his element. LOL. Well to be honest, I wouldn't mind putting Paul in everything but that's just me. :P Ok, let's go on with the story then….

Disclaimer: I own nothing but the love for Paul, the admiration for Leah and the words in the poem. Other than that the characters belong to Miss S. Meyer.

Forget it

"This does it! You have no idea how pissed off I am! Are you serious? Do you know what this means?" I couldn't believe he was doing this. The nerve of this guy to do this right now. Never in a million years would I have thought he was capable of this.

"Uhm, Leah, stop screaming. I think you are overreacting. The guys are gonna come here thinking I'm hurting you." How has he so calm? Did he not care at all for my feelings?

"No! You know what? Don't try turning this around. Don't you DARE blame me!" ,

I was so angry, mad, No! I was furious, that's what I was, FURIOUS. Paul and I have had many fights, but since we've been together we had only argued over little, silly things and then we'd kiss and make up. He was always trying to calm me down whenever he felt that things were elevating on my part. But today I was out of control, I wanted to fight, I felt the NEED to get this off my chest because it was TOO MUCH.

"Leah, CALM DOWN! I'm not trying to turn this around; I'm just simply stating that YOU are the one that's blowing it out of proportion. I came here to talk, to have a conversation like normal sane people, and not have you SCREAM at me like a deranged lunatic."

He said it in such a calm voice that it infuriated me even more. How can this idiot just waltz in here, knowing full well that I am beyond angry and talk to me oh so calmly? Who does he think he is Yoda?

"Lu- did you just call me a deranged lunatic? Oh boy! You- You are by far the worst boyfriend EVER! Not only do you piss me off with your stupid antics but you come here all 'I'm Paul, I'm here to serve and protect the world from this derange lunatic that got out of the mental asylum' Nice way to have a normal conversation!"

He placed his hand in his mouth so I wouldn't see him Chuckling, "Oh my God! Baby, calm the fuck down! Please. Just, sit down and we can talk."

"No! You sit down. You talk. I'm done with talking. I think you got me confused with someone else, someone who's more patient and actually wants this- this…well, THIS!" I couldn't even form words anymore; my mind was fogged with exasperation.

"What are you saying Leah?" his tone was completely serious, as he grabbed me by the arms and held me close. Was he really that thick headed that he couldn't get the point?

"What don't you understand Paul?" I shoved him off and walked further apart. "I think I'm being clear when I say that you obviously want someone else because I am not about to tolerate this behavior. You think you can just come up to me and do or say anything you please? Think again!" What? Am I not making any sense? Because I feel like I'm being pretty clear.

"Ok, Leah. One thing is you getting upset, and another totally different thing is you making stupid ass assumptions that have never even crossed my mind. Where do you come off saying I want another girl? This is what I mean when I say you are crazy. I think YOU are the one that has me mistaken for one of the stupid Pups that put up with your bullshit because they have puppy crushes on you and you can get away with murder in their eyes!"

"What the- ? STOP saying stupid shit like that! Stop projecting you- you- YOU PROJECTOR!" Really Leah 'stop projecting, projector'? Nice comeback. Get your act together and defend yourself, you can do way better than that, especially with him bringing those loving kids in the mix. Those boys don't do anything but be sweet and kind to you, they have innocent crushes. What he did on the other hand is unforgivable, you're just gonna let him do that? I wouldn't.

You're damn right I wouldn't. "And you know what else too!"

"oh shit, what Leah? WHAT ELSE? No, I don't know, Leah, please tell me what else. What else do you have in that loony bag you call a brain? I'm DYING TO KNOW WHAT ELSE THERE IS TO THIS STUPID, BULLSHIT ASS FIGHT!"

"OH THAT DOES IT!... I guess you are right! I must be crazy, because No girl in their right mind would EVER dare be with you! No one with a clear mental health would want to spend their time with you! Any girl would be scared to even get close enough to you after two months, once they've experienced the real you! What girl with half a brain would want to even fall in love with you? Let alone think you are worth falling in love with. Everything makes sense now. THANK YOU PAUL! THANK YOU FOR MAKING ME REALIZES THAT I AM, IN FACT INSANE!" I was hysterical now, maniacal even. I had never lost my nerve like this. I was "stark, raving mad." The only reason why I didn't phase was because I wanted him to hear me say everything I was feeling.

His mouth was opened, his eyes were trying to focus on my, but suddenly they fogged up and I could see the change from being hurt to being completely pissed off. GOOD! I pissed him off, now he knows how I was feeling. ASSHOLE!

"You know what Clearwater. THAT'S IT! I thought I could do this. I really honestly did. But as much happiness as you've given me, this little stunt that you've pulled, those words you just said have erased everything. GO TO HELL Clearwater. "He started walking away, at the same time he started shaking. Id driven him over the edge, and he couldn't control himself anymore. POWER, is what I had over him.

He stopped, turned around grabbed me by the arms and placed his face extremely close to mine. His warm breath hitting me. He looked me in the eyes and without breaking contact with them he kissed me. Hard, it hurt a little. I was weak on the knees now. POWER, is what he had over me.

"Go to hell Clearwater, and once you're there, I hope you take the time out of your misery to think of what you just did. Remember how sad and broken you were after Sam dumped you? How you became a bitter bitch? Well I hope you do. I hope you remember because I only have ONE thing to ask you and that is to FORGET THIS! FORGET US AND FORGET ME!"

And with that, the man I love, the only one that holds my heart, the one I had consciously hurt not two minutes ago, turned into a giant wolf and ran away, from my backyard and from my life.

GOOD! Leave! Don't you dare come back!

Who do you think you are ordering me to forget everything? I'll forget whatever I want to forget dumbass! You're not the boss of me! You don't get to tell me how I feel!

You-

oh shut up Leah it's over, he can't hear you. He's gone!

He's gone.

He's gone?

No, wait. He can't be gone. I mean, he's coming back right?

Uhmm, no stupid, I don't think he is. I mean after that last thing you said? Could you blame him?

What did I say? What did I say that upset him that much?

How about everything, with a dash of 'What girl with half a brain would want to even fall in love with you? Let alone think you are worth falling in love with.'

What the hell? I didn't say that. Did I? I don't remember saying that! Why would I say something so horrible?

Your stupid anger blinded you Leah. If he hadn't been so heartbroken he would've stopped you but you made it so hard. All you wanted was to hurt him. He wasn't even trying to hurt you in the first place and you got angry. Why? Not even the Spirits can answer that? It really is ridiculous.

No! I never intended to go that far! OHMYGOD he's never gonna forgive me! Why did I do this?

Well, for what is worth you don't have to be sorry about it. I mean he said "forget it" didn't him? Maybe he already did, forget you, I mean.

SHUT THE FUCK UP ALTER EGO! YOU NEVER HELP FOR SHIT! Where were you when I was saying all those idiotic horrid things?

Trying to shut you up but you were so infuriated that you didn't listen to me, I couldn't even get a word across. You were so insisting that I egged you on so you would learn your lesson.

I hate you!

Oh you hate yourself?

…..Yes, actually, right now, I do.

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