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Chapter One.
And there I was, hanging out with Jake I was the happiest girl in the world , when we were walking by the beach holding hands. I know, I know, a little cliché, right? But that was Jake, the perfect boyfriend. Just like in the movies, everyone told me I was so lucky and that I should never let him go, stuff like that. The only problem was that he only came on the summer and spring break, Jake was in college at Phoenix so we made an extra effort to work on our relationship. My first serious relationship so I thought I can stand a few things that bothered me, and I was completely sure he did that to. Of course we talked on the phone and in Facebook and that, but it just wasn't the same, I needed him with me, so when he came we try to make the best out of every day we had together.
Jake's father was friend of mine's , so that make things easier with the whole dating stuff. My dad, Charlie, was very protective but he was genuinely happy when I told him I was dating Jake. He trusted him, and Billy –Jake's father—was too. Pretty much everyone was happy I finally had a relationship, except from one little person. Yes, my best friend, Alice Brandon. That tiny human being was unsure, to say the least, of our relationship; she thought he was kind of weird and he hidden something. Alice said he was into men, I just laughed and told her that such a good kisser couldn't be gay, besides he was with me, only me.
"Bella, are you listening, sweetheart?" asked my boyfriend.
I could feel how the warmth reached my cheeks, and I knew I blushed because Jake smiled and rubbed his thumb against my chap.
"I'm sorry, what were you saying?" He chuckled and look directly to my eyes. I love when he does that , feels almost like a connection.
"Nothing just that I'm completely in love with you…" Before he could finish the sentence , I hugged him and he kissed me gently in the lips. "Let me finish Bells, since we love each other so much I thought we could take this to another level."
I freaked, I knew what the other level meant. I knew exactly what he was trying to say, but I just couldn't believe it, was he being completely serious? I decided to play it dumb.
"What do you mean?" I asked. Trying to sound as innocent as possible, and I beg this time Jake did not notice I was lying.
"You know, do the deal." I opened my mouth to talk, but what was I going to say? This was happening way too fast. Jake and I have been dating two years and a half, but the time we've seen each other were few so , technically it wasn't enough time to do the deal. At least for me. "Bells, what do you think? I mean my father went fishing with Charlie, so we can head to my house…"
I was completely terrified.
"Whoa, you mean now?" Jake mumbled a yes sarcastically. " I don't know Jake , maybe we should wait a little more, just give me time to think about it." At this point I wasn't even sure of what I wanted, but I certainly didn't want to lose him.
"Well, but don't take so long, you know I love you, right? And this is just another way to proof our love. So don't freak out Bells." Not to freak out? That was nearly impossible, I loved Jake but I just didn't know if I wanted him in that way. What I needed was going back to my house and call Alice immediately; I need a way out of this quickly.
I put my best to make Jake believe I was sick. And if that didn't work I'll just trip onto something, that happened to my all the time.
"Umm Jake, I'm not feeling quite well. I think it is those hot dogs I ate in the morning." I lied. He seemed a little concerned, and I grabbed my stomach like I was in a lot of pain.
He understood what I was trying to say—to go home—. We made our way to his motorcycle, he handed me the helmet and I hoped in. I loved the feeling of the wind in my hair and with time I was used to velocity, although at first I was trying to make Jake quit his motorcycle.
I wrapped my arms tightly in this waist, as I was thinking about what just happened in the beach, was I ready? I was convinced that when the moment comes, I will be ready, I'll just feel it. Like in the movies, right?
While I was giving more thought about it, I completely forgot about the time, and in the blink of an eye, I was standing at the porsche of my house. I got off the bike and remove the helmet.
"Sure you are going to be ok, sweetie?" I nodded in response and kissed him softly in the lips. I walked to the door, and waved goodbye.
As I make my way into the living room, I dialed Alice's number. I threw myself in the couch and turned on the TV, although I knew I wasn't going to pay much attention to it.
"Hi Bella" Said a squeaky voice.
"Alice? How do you know it was me? I thought your ID caller didn't work." That girl could guess everything that I was about to do.
"Oh, I don't need and ID caller to know it is you. You are like my sister." I could feel how she smiled through the phone.
"Well, I was calling you because I need a piece of advice. Could you come, please?"
"Um sure, open the door." I was astonished, she was fast. With the phone still in my hand I opened the door and I looked at her confused, she just smiled like always and sat on the couch. "Do you have some kind of power of super velocity?" She laughed at this.
"No, silly Bella, I was just coming here anyways. I figured out you'll be here by now. So what's up?
I sat right next to her , and told her everything. The way Jake tried to persuade me to go over to his place to do that, and how he said it was just another prove of our love. Alice looked completely grossed out, and she made her tiny hands into fists and mumbled something like: that little bastard. When I was done, we were in silence for a few minutes. Then she stood up and started walking around the living room.
"Well I suppose you are not going to do that, right Bella?" She asked. She calmed herself a little bit, but just a little bit.
"I…I truly don't know Alice, I don't want to—"
"Oh my God, you are actually considering this. What is wrong with you? You are really giving up your virginity to that …dog? Alice kept saying that Jake's faces reminded her of the old dog she once have.
I didn't say a word, not even a sound. And Alice finally broke that awkward silence.
"Tell me something, and don't lie ok?"
"Sure, what do you want to know?" I asked, a little bit confused of what where we getting with this.
"When he kisses you, do you see fireworks or do you feel butterflies?"
"What? Alice, you can't be possibly serious about this." Alice groaned and raised an eyebrow.
"I am being serious Bella, just answer the question and I'll tell you what to do." I did as she told.
"No , I don't but that does not—" Before I can continue she spoke.
"Yes, that means something. He is not the one, trust me Bella. When have I been wrong? " Alice was never wrong about those kind of things.
"Ok Alice, I guess you are right, but still what if he breaks up with me?"
"Then he is a total pig, you don't deserve someone like that." She gave me one of those don't worry about it smiles and hugged me.
Then I decided it , as much as I deeply loved Jake with all my heart, I couldn't do it, not just now. Not in this moment. And if he loved me as he claimed he would it understand. In fact, I'll head to his house and talk about this with him.
"Alice, Will you drive over to Jake's house? I just want to get this out of my chest." She grinned and nodded.
"Sure Bells, let's go." Showing the keys of her Porsche, a little extravagant for my taste.
We got to Jake's house really fast, well with that car, who wouldn't? I jumped off the car and told Alice to wait up for me. She agreed only if we went shopping after. I hate going shopping but I give in anyways.
I noticed the door was opened , and since he told me before that Billy was out fishing with Charlie, I took the liberty to enter the house. I went straight to his room and as I was walking I heard a moan?
I opened the door
"Jake I have to…" I was completely shocked with what I saw. A girl and Jake, my Jake having sex, and just a few hours he was telling me he loved me. I opened my mouth to speak, but nothing came out.
"What are you watching, dumbass?" Asked the girl. I froze.
"BELLA! I CAN EXPLAIN I SWEAR JUST GIVE ME A MINUTE!" I burst into tears and ran as fast as I could. I jump onto Alice car.
"What the hell happened, Bella?"
"Just drive Alice." I begged.
I got home and went straight to my bed.
"He was having sex with…another girl, I—I just can't believe it." I was lying on my bed with tones of Kleenex all around me, facing to the ceiling. Alice was right next to me, rubbing my back and trying to fix my hair. I was seriously broke down, I just only wanted him to go back to his college, and I'll never see him again.
And that's when it hit me, right there in my sort of epiphany of what was I going to do when he comes. No more guys, not a single one of them.
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