This story is a sequel to a story For Leah Imprinting was never Fair.
This is the song that this story is based on Breathe by Taylor Swift:
I see your face in my mind as I drive away,
Cause no one of us thought it was gonna end that way.
People are people and sometimes we change our minds.
But it's killing me to see you go after all this time.
Hmm mmm mmm mmm mmm mmm mmm mmm (2x)
Music starts playin' like the end of a sad movie,
It's the kinda ending you don't really wanna see.
Cause it's tragedy and it'll only bring you down,
Now I don't know what to be without you around.
And we know it's never simple never easy.
Never a clean break, no one here to save me.
You're the only thing I know like the back of my hand,
And I can't,
Breathe, without you,
But I have to,
Breathe, without you,
But I have to.
Never wanted this, never wanna see you hurt.
Every little bump in the road I tried to swerve.
But people are people,
And sometimes it doesn't work out,
Nothing we say is gonna save us from the fall out.
And we know it's never simple,
Never easy.
Never a clean break, no one here to save me.
You're the only thing I know like the back of my hand,
And I can't,
Breathe, without you,
But I have to,
Breathe, without you,
But I have to.
Taylor Swift ft Colbie Caillat Lyrics on .com
It's two a.m.
Feelin' like I just lost a friend.
Hope you know it's not easy,
Easy for me.
It's two a.m.
Feelin' like I just lost a friend.
Hope you know this ain't easy,
Easy for me.
And we know it's never simple, never easy.
Never a clean break, no one here to save me.
Ohhh
I can't,
Breathe, without you,
But I have to,
Breathe, without you,
But I have to.
Sorry (oh) Sorry (mmm)
Sorry (eh eh) Sorry (mmm)
Sorry (eh eh) Sorry (mmm)
Sorry
Leah's POV
When I threw down the ring and left I wanted it to hurt him as much as it hurt me to know that he broke his promise to me. He said he was going to try to make this work. It disgusted me to even think I could have trusted him. Why did I even say yes to the proposal? Oh that's right I loved him more than he loved me. If he really loved me nothing in the world would have made him phase. I made the worst decision of my life trusting him like that. Cause every guy I try to make myself happy with ends in one thing. A broken heart. I couldn't stay in La Push. It brought back to many bad memories. My dad dying, Sam breaking my heart, Sam going to Emily, and Embry imprinting on some tramp. I had to move away from here . I planned on saying goodbye to Seth and my mom and then leaving. Where? I was not sure where I would go, anywhere but LaPush sounded good to me. When I got home it was way past midnight. I was officially no longer a werewolf. Great I had lost my fiance and my werewolf ability all in one night. Was I luck or what? And to top it all off I couldn't stop crying. I know I shouldn't be crying over someone who didn't love me enough to do that but he was my first love since Sam. I was in love with Embry Call. There was nothing I could do about it either. He was fit to be a werewolf and I was Leah Clearwater. A girl who every one wants at first then they throw away when they are done with. My phone kept going off as I past the entrance to the waterfall. It was flashing Embry's Picture and his ring tone. I ran out of the car and threw it into the waterfall. This is where we started our love and this is where it was going to end. I had to get out of here as fast as I could so I kinda broke the speed limit . Chief Swan pulled me over. He saw my red puffy eyes and immediately got concerned.
" Leah what's wrong?" He asked.
" I broke off Embry's engagement." I told him trying not to cry anymore. I knew we were supposed to hate Bella but Charlie was like a second father to me once my dad died.
" I heard about the whole not phasing thing." He tried to comfort me.
" You know about werewolves?" I asked.
" Yeah Jacob kinda phased in front of me the other day. I really am sorry about you and Embry. If you need to talk I'm here Lee." He pat me on the back.
" I need someone to know where I am going for safety reasons. I need you to promise me that you will tell no one where I am going."
" I promise." He smiled at me.
" I'm going to Massachusetts a little while. It's cross country so it's just a little time to clear my head. I am going to pack up my stuff and I will be out of here by morning." I told him crying this time.
" Alright kiddo if you need some help I will be there in a blink of an eye." He promised me. I smiled at him and hugged him.
" But if you speed again I'm telling your mom!" He joked. I laughed a little but then drove off to my house. Seth was waiting in the doorway his face sad and worried. Why was he worried about me he could go off to Demi he had someone to love unlike me. He hugged me so tight I had to push him off.
" Leah I'm so sorry." He told me.
" It's not your fault my fiance didn't love me enough to stop phasing." I told him walking up the stairs. He stopped me.
" Where are you going?" He asked.
" Seth I can't stay here anymore the memories will haunt me. Dad dying, Sam leaving me for Emily, and Embry breaking my heart." I struggled to hold back the tears.
" Leah I need you." He sobbed. I hadn't seen Seth cry since dad died.
" Demi is here for you. I don't think you get how much she loves you. I will be here for the wedding Seth. I need to clear my head."
" Alright Sis. I love you." He sniffled.
" I love you too Seth." He went out of the way so I could make it up to my room. No one other then Embry Call was sitting on my bed. His eyes red and sorrow filled. I could care less. I started to pull out my suitcase as if he were not there.
" Leah please talk to me." He pleaded taking my hand. I shoved him away from me. He looked hurt.
" I will not talk to someone who dosent love me as much as I love them." I added coldly looking straightly into his eye.
" I can't believe you would see that! I love you so much I would have stopped phasing for you!" He yelled.
" If you loved me you wouldn't have phased and risked the life we had together." I cried my eyes almost swollen shut.
" It wasn't my fault that Sam called you a tramp! " He told me.
" You think it wasn't hard for me to see you stare at your imprint at the movies? It was so hard I almost phased that's the difference between you and me. You never really loved me. You were so afraid to die without love you found the closest single girl you could find. You stayed with me because you probably were afraid of what your imprint would bring you. I am so sick and tierd of being everyone's experimental doll. You and Sam playing with my emotions like I am not a human being. So just stop and have some respect for me and leave me alone. I love you Embry but you never loved me so just leave and never come back." I warmed him crying. He tried to come near me but I moved away from him.
" I suggest you leave me alone before I call Seth up to kick you out." I screamed. He walked out of the room but not before he said the words that would make it so much harder to get over him.
" I love you Leah I always will."
Everyone says that I thought as I got on the plane to Massachusetts. No one ever means it at least to me. Leah Clearwater the loved and broked.
I hope you like this chapter the first official chapter of this story. You better like it because it is like 10:30 at night and I am typing this!
