I Never Told You
Colbie Calliat Song fic
All characters belong to Janet. Although, I wish Ranger was mine.
"Babe, I have to go."
"Where, how long?"
"You know I can't tell you"
"Don't get shot, Batman"
"Don't go crazy" as I leave I pause.
I hear her whisper "I love you" as I walk out the door. Thinking 'I love you too, Babe.'
As I am driving to the airport to catch a plane for my next mission to whatever God forsaken place the US government decides to send me to now I hear a song on the radio that immediately catches my attention. I immediately think of Stephanie, my babe.
I miss those blue eyes How you kissed me at night I miss the way we
sleep Like there's no sunrise
I miss the way I held her when we slept. The way she would curl into my body.
Like the taste of your smile I miss the way we breathe
But I never told you What I should have said
Why didn't I tell her that I loved her only her no qualifiers no conditions.
But no I had told her my love comes with a condom, not a ring or my life doesn't lend itself to relationships. Really what was I thinking? I now will go sit in that jungle missing my beautiful blue eyed, crazy haired babe for who knows how long.
No I never told you I just held it in And now I miss everything
About you I can't believe I still want you After all the things we've
Been through I miss everything about you Without you
As I sit here in this jungle, I think back to that song I heard in the car on the way to the airport. I can see her blue eyes every time I close mine.
I see your blue eyes Every time I close mine You make it hard to see
Where I belong to when I'm not Around you It's like I'm not with me
If I get out of here, if I make it home I will tell her. I will tell her what I should have. I miss her. I miss everything about her. I miss the way she smiles, the way she eats. I miss her determination.
After all we have been through, The DeCooch deal, all of her kidnappings, her apartment bombings, and car explosions I still want her. I will have her.
But I never told you What I should have said No I never told you
I just held it in And now I miss everything About you
I can't believe I still want You After all the things we've Been through
miss everything about you Without you
4 months later
"Babe"
"Batman, your back!"
"I didn't get shot."
"I didn't go crazy."
"Babe."
"Ok, you got me. Maybe a little crazy."
"Can we talk?"
"Sure, what do you want to talk about?"
"Babe, I love you. I want to be with you."
But I never told you What I should have said No I never told you
I just held it in And now I miss everything About you
(still you're gone) Can't believe that I still want You After all the things we've
Been through I miss everything about you Without you