If only I could push myself more I could be with them...
Sleep. Sleep is for the weak. Why would I sleep if I could be watching them, indulging in what the serve to me? I have to sleep don't I, after all, I am human. At least we have one thing in common. Irrational. Yes, I could say that I am. Creating fantasies where I'm the lead role falling in love all over and over again. It only takes imagination. I always meet them in my imagination, never in reality. Fear? I am not afraid to do anything to meet them, I just don't have the right information yet. Yet. I will though soon enough. For now, I need to keep dreaming even though sleep is for the weak. Sleep