Tehehe, this is kinda the prologue to whats gonna be a very unexpected story. I mean, what a weird pairing! It came to me once, out of the blue... Sorry, out of my brothers mouth! Credit goes to him for coming up with this, but I get the credit for writing it. MWAHAHAHAHA!! Sorry, cant help myself. Set whenever. Anyways, read, enjoy, and, umm, please dont kill me!

Disclaimer: I dont own any Bleach-related stuff, but I do own this plot...

Rated T to be on the safe side,will have some violence and (maybe)'suggestive jokes'later on.

Why?

That was the first word that had popped into my mind.

Why? How?

Nothing like this has ever happened before, and especially shouldnt have happened to me. I was a good girl, after all. I did all that I was asked of, I was loyal to my team, and I always put other people infront of me, instead of being selfish. Yet, it happened. A shinigami, falling in love with an arrancar? To be more specific, me, the fukutaichou of 12th squad and him, the blue-haired 6th espada, in love? It was outrageous! It wasnt meant to happen!

I looked deep into his eyes, and I knew that it did happen. I could see the truth, behind all the shock and disbelief. His eyes were wide, and his mouth moving up and down. He was trying to say something, anything, but no noise came out. Probably the first time he didnt know what to say. I could feel my own eyes grow to twice their size (Almost as big as Rukia's eyes!) and my mouth hung open. I was sharing his doubtfulness. I was still troubled. Maybe it didnt happen. Maybe it was my imagination. I did not just say that! I did not just say...

"Did you just say...?" I heard the words tumble out of his mouth, and I realized that it did happen. It wasnt my imagination. And I did just tell him that I loved him. The words came out of my very own mouth. The words which had spilt out from my treacherous heart, which was beating at twice its normal speed. Stupid heart, having a mind of its own. Its so unintelligent. It never thinks straight. It never thought of the consequences. What if he doesnt like me back?

The second that the thought entered my mind, that he may not like me back, I started to act. It had only just occured to me. What an idiot I must look like! Staring at him stupidly, standing awkwardly after the words left my mouth. It was all my fault, and I didnt want to make him feel bad for rejecting my love. But I couldnt eat my words. It was already to late. So I turned and ran from the room.

"Nemu!"

No, I didnt want to listen. I didnt want to be rejected. I didnt want to hear the words that would hurt me. I didnt even want his pity when he says it. That he doesnt like me back. Its better me knowing it without him telling me then if he would say the fatal words. I would just go back to my old life. Everything would be back to normal. Nobody would have to know. I could keep the pain all to myself...

My legs have never run faster then they had now. I was flash stepping away, but I knew that I would be no match for the fast, blue-haired Espada. He could catch up to me easily, with his speed and experience. I could see him behind me now, gaining on me quickly. His light blue hair being blown backwards by his speed, his body moving gracefully through the air behind me, his muscular chest showing through his open shirt...

No. Stop thinking about him. It will only hurt me more later. But why is it so hard to stop?

I saw an open door, and ran towards it. I noticed the little sign on it, and smiled inwardly. I finally found a place where he could not follow. A place that would protect me for all the time I wanted. I sprinted towards the doorway, and hurtled inside. I slammed the door shut behind me, and sighed. I was safe. I found a place where I would not have to look him in the eye, not have to listen to his fatal words. Thank god there was a girls' bathroom in that corridor!

I looked around, and saw many eyes on me. I bowed my head down low, excusing myself for being so rude. I hid my red face from the stares of the other females, and walked towards a shower. Showers always made me feel better, they always washed away my troubles. I closed the door softly behind me, but did not make any move to undress, though I was telling myself I should. It would be a bad idea to wet my clothes now, I didnt have any spares...

I felt wetness on my cheek, and was startled to find myself crying. Why was I crying over somehing so stupid? Something as stupid as love? The tears ran down my cheeks, and I made no attempt to wipe them away. I felt like crying was good in this situation. It let all my emotions out, which should leave me happy in the end. At least, thats what happens in all the romance novels that I read. But this was not a novel. It was real, but there was nothing better I could do.

I finished crying about a minute later, all my sad emotions gone. Mainly because I was recounting the past five minutes. Five minutes! The time had gone by so quickly! I was had tried to collect my thoughts, and collected them I had. One thought stood out above the rest. It showed me the light, a reason to stop my useless tears. It made me happy, gave me hope. Something that I had not concentrated about before, something that I guess didnt cross my mind. I had focused on the negative in this situation, not the positive. But now that I analyze the situation, I think both negatively, and postively. What if he liked me back?

My thoughts continued to confuse me, until I had an inner battle inside my mind. He loved me...Yes? No? Yes, no, yes, no, yes, no...?

ARGH! THIS IS SOO CONFUSING!

Calm down Nemu, calm down. Remember what you learnt back in Soul Society. Remember how you learnt to analyze the situation. How to come up with the correct answer. The correct solution. Look at the problem from all angles, think from all different points of views, recount the history...

Thats it! I have to recount what happened. Every little detail, and the answer will be clear. But where to start, where to start... I know! Back to the day when I got kidnapped from Soul Society...

Dyou like it? I know its a crack pairing, but give it a chance! Maybe you could (coughreview) continue reading the story, when the next chapters come out, give it a chance... Anyways, I pwomise its gonna be good!