What causes a girl with nothing? Who has lost everything... where everyone has turned their backs on her to not end it all? I stared at the piece of broken wood beside me and I thought about lettien it peirce my heart.

She has no fear for herself... who's very essence begs for death's release? My body ached and I felt like I couldn't breath. The last Crucio was still taking its toll on my body. Every breath I took was a struggle.

What causes that girl to not end it all? What causes her to keep living? I thought of my family. I thought of my friends. I would never give the Deatheater's the information they were after. I wouldn't do that to the people I care about. I wouldn't condemn them.

Hope causes her to keep living... something that if you always have their will be light at the end of the tunnel... I could see myself back with my friends and Family having Ron telling me off for being with Dean.

Hope keeps her from piercing her heart and smiling as the blood drains form her body... I wanted that to happen so I ignored the piece of wood. The only thing that would take me into to death's sweet embrace.

Hope causes her to breath, to eat and to drink and to try to make things better... Throughout these tough days I have eaten the little food and water they have given me. I have forced every breath into my lungs and it fills me like cement.

Hope is the sole reason we do what's right even though we know that nothing good is going to happen... I knew that being with my family was just a far off dream but I couldn't help it. I wanted it so bad.

I heard the door clink open as another death eater came in wand in hand. They would try again to get me to talk of the Order's where-abouts but I wouldn't.

They said Pain was to be my new teacher. But pain is not the last thing I felt after every Crucio…after every strike…after I leave conscious and go into a dark abyss. No. Hope is to be my new teacher.

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