It never occurs to me that I would sever my ties with you.

We always have been together as long as I could remember.

I always had been fascinated by stories in the books; they are like the 'window' to the world.

It make me forgot our struggles just for a moment.

You always make that mocking face every time I read books in front of you.

Until now you never really understand my fascination for books.

The part of you that I liked that you are always full of hopes and dreams.

When the reality sinks to our faces

The sweet dreams turned into nightmares,

I saw you changed slowly day by day.

Further you drifted apart falling more into darkness.

The hope change into chaos.

Whats right and wrong does not matter anyone.

Your response on the train sealed the deal.

I couldn't go on with you anymore.

When your hope become my burden.

Then I will find my own liberation.