What Were You Thinking?
AN: Hey, A couple months ago I was bored and listening to music, where I came to the song "Division" By Aly and A.J. It sort of reminded me of Bella's feelings in New Moon. This is sort of a Poem in free verse, it just kind of flows. This is my first posted fanfic.
Enjoy. :)
Disclaimer: Yay, my first disclaimer, though I'm sure I'll get sick of them soon. Anyhoo...I Wish I was Stephenie Meyer, She had a freakin dream about Twilight, and she's the only one who truly knows what Edward looks like. I'd do ANYTHING to have that pic. in my head. Oh, and I also don't own the song.
A One-shot Inspired by the song
"Division"
By Aly and A.J.
Why?? Why did you go? I loved you. I still do. Why did you run away from me? I know I in no way measured up to you.
You were too perfect for me.
You probably deserved someone more like you, but why would you lie to me so much?
Why would you instill that false hope in me?
Those 3 words you uttered so many times to me, you used them without realizing the impact they had on me.
Unknowingly splitting my heart down the middle with every caress of your fingers, every touch of your lips.
Every sweet word whispered in my ear was empty and hollow; shallow and meaningless
Buttering me up just enough...
...Just enough to ensure that when you left, my heart would surely crack in two, and shatter further into a million pieces.
If you were just going to get bored with saving me, bored with my humanity- why would you go ahead with your plans?
Were a few months of distraction from your complicated lifestyle worth the pain and heartbreak I have?
A wound so deep, there is no way to describe the feel, no way to heal.
Bella's Questions for Edward