Disclaimers: I don't own Sailor Moon.

I'm just updating my old stories now. I have a new Sailor Moon story and another old one I plan on fixing and posting, I have posted that one somewhere else but I caught lots of mistakes so I am in the process of remaking it like I am redoing this story.

For this part, I did not take anything out and I added some detail, closer to the end of the chapter.

Green Light

Prologue:

Why me? There is nothing to be done… I've been training forever but I am still weak. Why can't I become strong like everyone else? Why do I have to be the one to suffer? Why am I left all alone…?

They don't seem to care about me at all. Leaving me alone for days even when I'm sick… I'll have not long to live and no one cares. It has been set. I am losing more energy each day. No one comes to help me not even someone who I thought cared. I loved him.

It was a curse from an evil queen that should stay with me for as long as I continue to be who I am. There is no cure. Twenty years of life tops is all I have. I wanted to enjoy but there was no way I could. I have suffered through sixteen years of that time already.

Cutting short my life is not necessary besides I should be still needed because of my power but they are fast slipping away from me.

I know my life will end soon and I will be reborn into a new body. Then I hope I will be better. But things are unlikely to change until a way to undo the curse is found.

It isn't fair. Each time I get reborn I will be sick again. I get born as a baby with my full potential of power then slowly in the course of twenty years it slips away and eventually I cannot help battle. My teammates don't even care. They used to but now they seem cold.

I realize I'm not alone and one of my supposed friends stood at my door. "The Princess wants a word with you! Be prepared she'll be here any minuet." I see no emotion on her face as I nod.

Princess huh? Only she seems decent about me…

…

When she comes around I look up from my bed. "What do I owe of the pleasure for you to come by my chambers instead of summoning me to yours Princess?" I can tell she is upset.

Princess sat down next to me on my bed and picks up a strand of my hair brushing her fingers through it. "Well. It is time to say goodbye isn't it?" She asks in a melancholy voice. I don't like this, not the way she is talking to me. She is treating me like some invalid again like every time this happens.

"Princess!" I exclaim, by now I'm tired of such formalities.

I can sense it she is close to tears. I know she is trying her best not to cry. "You do not want to say your goodbye and just leave us? I cannot allow you to leave us without your word of what you want as the proper respect to your death." She says in a sophisticated and gentle manner. I frown.

I am not sure what to say. I don't' want to make Princess more upset with me. "No. It's not that. It isn't necessary to do this every time and it is too troublesome. Besides they don't even care!" I exclaimed feeling a rush of sudden anger. Why? I do not know.

My princess' eyes soften slightly and she looks at me sadly. "Is that your impression? I'll have to have a word with them about the matter then." I nod and try to sit up. It's not an easy feat with barely any energy.

I need to express how I feel on the matter. I don't want them to grieve for me every time… "It's okay. I do not desire a funeral each time it happens! It'll be too sad for all of you. Besides it's not like I won't return. Please from now on no more of this I've seen enough grief when I leave the old body for a new one." I tried to sound firm and confidant however I know my voice is faltering.

A moment of silence passed until Princess spoke again with her voice quiet and soft… "What do you want with your burial?" My eyes widen surprised at her question. Did she just dismiss my request?

I sigh. I must try harder to convince her. "Princess! Please! All I want is you guys to stay safe. It really is all I desire." With that said… I close my eyes and hope that she would stop asking me to answer these kinds of questions. I hate this. I know I'm dying but this is hurting her too much. I don't want to be the cause of her grief.

…

I get reminded of what happened almost millennium ago now… As Sailor Senshi, we get to live a long, long life. Although we die of old age we get reborn because of our senshi crystal, we remember some of our previous life too.

A witch approached me one day, Maybe because I am one of the more powerful senshi… born with empathy and powerful psychic that I haven't learned to control, and maybe never will… She said to me… "Give up your power to me and you will be spared to live a full life once and for all… Or you will not live past your twentieth birthday…" There was no way I can do such a thing! My princess and friends need me. I am I senshi.

This person is evil I can't let her take my powers! So I told her no. "Never! I will never give something as important as that to the likes of you!" I tried I seriously tried to dodge or even use some of my Psychic abilities that I haven't really developed yet to stop her from using that wrenched curse on me. I failed.

"Fine suffer for as long as you keep the power!" That's the last thing I heard before blacking out and waking up few days later feeling extremely weak. I was already 18 years old, my time was near. That was almost a Millennium ago. I am now 16 in my current body.

Notes

I removed all the original posted chapters. Please treat this as a new story as of this point forward, I'll try to make the story branch off into something new. of course, the basis of how it used to be is still there but I just added detail or deleted unnecessary stuff or changing it to fit my original idea better. I will not update as often as before so that the quality and quantity will both be adequate. I didn't change this too much. I hope you liked the description I added. I'll see you around.

Tenshi