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Grave
Silently I sat besides of certain grave. A year. One year has passed of that terrible nightmare, which was end of world to me. Others could get over of it but not me. My loss was the biggest one.
"H-hi brother" I whispered with hoarse voice. Tears run slowly across my cheeks, pouring down to flowers, making them believe it was raining. To me it was; grey clouds had taken over me a long time ago.
"How's going? In after life, I mean." No reply. Of course.
"It has been tough here. Time heals others wounds but I'm afraid there isn't rescue for me."
I place two lilies, red and white, to front of grave before continuing.
"It happened again… They started bullying me again, after they saw you weren't there waiting for me.." I chuckled to my-stupid-self.
"They asked what I was going to give you on your birthday. I replied flowers, just like these two here, and they started calling you by names. So I lost it and beat them up. I didn't mean it, tho. I didn't want to shame Suoh's name" I tried to hide my shamed tone.
"Guys miss you. And Totsuka-kun also. I miss you… I miss you so much that I'm not able to speak some times" I sighed and placed my hand to his gravestone.
"I would do anything to see you again. To hug you. Laugh with you. Even annoy you would be enough. I just want to be with you again." More tears appeared. Soon I didn't even see through of them.
"B-but I can't. I promised to you. So don't worry. I'm going to live for both of us." Sob after sob. My voice vanished with dropping tears.
I leaned my forehead next to my hand. Cold stone made me shiver.
I felt pair of warm, familiar arms wrapping around me.
My imagination. It was gift and curse. I loved how it gave me changes to feel like he would still be here. But it wasn't truth: it was a beautiful lie. A lie, which drove me crazy little by little, eating my sanity.
"I'm sorry… Mikoto…"
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