Hey guys, this is a really short one-shot. It's basically just how Annabeth feels after Percy is taken. It might be a little OOC, but I hope it's alright.
Gone. He's gone. He's been gone for a while, but I can't stop missing him. I can't give up, because I think about him nonstop. I can't help it, he's just always there, even in the daytime, when I'm busying myself searching or doing other activities, he's always in the back of my mind. Everything reminds me of him. The sea, the color blue, everywhere I look something brings back a memory or feeling. I see his face on strangers. Every time I see a boy with black hair I get a sharp pang in my chest, until I realize it's not him, just another boy. And when I go to bed at night, he completely fills my thoughts. My head that's usually filled with war strategies or new plans for buildings, or a new idea for the rebuilding of Olympus, it's now full of Percy. I still say his name when I'm talking in my sleep. But now, he's not here for me to wake up to. I can't go see him in his cabin when I have a bad dream.
Everyday that I don't find him, is another day to miss him. I miss everything about him. I miss his laugh, his smile. I miss his green eyes that reminded me of the sea, the way he looked at me with them. I miss the feeling of being in his safe, strong arms, the way he held me. I miss the way he kissed me, softly, sweetly, while sitting on the beach on those lazy summer nights, just enjoying each other. I I never thought that I would feel this way about anyone, but we just went together, like two pieces of a puzzle, and there was nothing I could do about it. That damn Seaweed Brain made me fall in love with him, and then he had to go and get himself kidnapped, his memory erased. His memory of us, his memory of me. And if I ever do find him, he won't remember holding me in his arms. He won't remember the way he kissed me. He won't remember the way we fit together so perfectly.
And I have this pain in my chest. It hasn't gone away since he was taken. It feels like half of my heart has been ripped out of my chest and it hurts. Every single day, it hurts. I'm broken. That's what it comes down to. I'm not proud of it, but Percy is gone and he left me broken.
Review please! I'm not completely sure how I feel about this, so I'd like to know how you guys do!