The love of a stranger
Prologue part 1
Ever had that feeling you've forgotten something? Like you missed part of your routine and you spend the rest of the day going over things trying to remember. But you've got you're lunch and you're homework. You made you bed and brushed your teeth. Logically everything is as it should be but…you can't shake this feeling that something is missing. Well, that's what my entire life is like. Everyday and every night I can't shake it. Why does it all feel so wrong?
I've always lived with Master, ever since I was a small child but for some reason it no longer feels like home. Master is still Master and I still love him with all my heart but it's like I don't belong here. Where do I belong then?
I want to be with this girl I made up, not like some imaginary friend but an image in my mind of the person I want to be with. I couldn't describe her if I tried. Eyes that are big and glitter with hope, hair that seems to show her mood and a heart that beats with mine. In my dreams I can see her, or part of her but a complete image never seems to come to me. All I know is I love her and I want her to love me. This girl I imagine would love me. She would love me. She wouldn't be tied to me by some family bond or a tie of honour. She wouldn't owe me a thing nor do I owe her. She wouldn't look at me with pity but empathy and even understanding. She wouldn't know me, all my darkest feelings, my complete history. She would have no reason but she would love me. As my mother never did, as the Sohmas never have, as I've never allowed people to. She would give me something more precious then my own soul, the love of a stranger. Never ending acceptance if nothing else.
I search for her. I go to parties, I dance, I glare, I kiss, all in search for my stranger. The boys call me a player, the girls call me a pig (but they still keep coming) and I call myself confused because every time I kiss one, every time I hear one giggle stupidly, every time I'm left feeling empty. So I search on and I go through my day and I try to piece my strangers face together.
What else can I do?
AN: Kyo pov. Um… Kyos had his memory wiped…all will be explained in the next chapter. I'm writing this with my twin Maison rosae. It's gonna be great so stick around!