Shades of Gray

What once was the beauty that haunted me in my dream

Is now no longer uhere/u

Beautiful colors as I remember

A rainbow of emotions

Painted upon a canvas of vibrant dreams

My desperate embrace cannot bring back the memories

My tears cannot bring back the emotions

Longing for the kiss, longing for remembrance

Forgotten like a fallen star

I hold out my arms

Trying to bring back that missing sensation-touch

But I drift past as if I am a shadow

Heading for the future or am I staying the past?

Had I been discarded or am I leaving my mark upon this world?

The Window of Time has left me ravaged and forgotten

Until the hour of our deaths

I shall wait for eternity

¡­but all I see is gray

My presence is that of a shade

uThe/u shade of gray or ua/u shade of gray?