CHAPTER ONE

He threw her against the wall kissing every aspect of what he can get with her cloths on. Their tongs at war rapping around one another making one. She moans and her shirt is off. Feeling her body a she raps her arms around him. They move to the bed. The queen size mattress, just enough room for the two of them to play. They move together in one motion making one. The night slowly drifting and the noises become a quite laugh, then a sleep.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~the next day~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

The next morning, Izzie waking up with a huge headache unaware of what she had done the night before. She looks next her. Her head filled with emotion as the flash backs start. Her and , in a bed? They did the nasty nasty? Her head was rushing even more then it already was.

"Crap" she said.

Grabbing a blanket to cover herself, collecting the cloths the had been torn off of her the night before. She ran into the bathroom and broke into a quiet flood of tears. She knows he didn't mean it, neither did she. It was just a drunken mistake, she told herself that over and over again.

"Crap, crap, crap. Meredith."

Was Derek going to tell her? Izzie knew that if she told Meredith their friendship would be over. She didn't want Meredith to know. It was none of her business. Her and Derek have been broken up for a month now. Why would Meredith care who he was sleeping around with?

Derek opened up the door and found Izzie on floor.

"Did we.." Izzie cut in;

"Yeah we did. Now if you don't mind I'm trying to forget the horrible thing we did last night."

"I don't think it was horrible." Derek said that and his crystal blue eyes met hers.

She new that if she ever fell for him nothing would be the same. She would loose her friends and coworkers would be talking about her and McDreamy. The thoughts were in her head. Derek held out his hand hopping she would take it.

She takes his hand and the emotions grow stronger. She didn't know what she was doing. The only thing she new was that she can't fall for him. His lips pressed against hers. Izzie pulled back. She knew she couldn't no matter how much she wanted to.

"How are we supposed to get down the stairs and out the door without anyone knowing?"

"Good question." Derek said.

"This is not funny. You can't be my McDreamy. We can't do the whole secret thing. We mad a mistake thats it. Now help me think."

"Your not a morning person." He looked at her again with his eyes meeting hers.

"Shut up." she said with a tiny hint of a smile.

They both threw on some cloths. His were the same from the day before. He was hopping no one would notice. Izzie told him to stay in her room while she goes downstairs to make sure her roommates left.

Meredith was sitting at the kitchen table drinking some coffee.

"Izzie?"

Izzie's face turned beat red. "Uh yeah hi."

"Hi? Who was the lucky person keeping you up all night?" She started laughing.

"Just a person from Joes. "

"Mhm sure, do you need a ride to work?"

"Nah, I think I'll drive."

"Okay." Meredith walked out the house.

Izzie let out a sigh and walked back up the stairs. Derek was waiting by the top of the stairs.

"So who was that?"

"Uhm, uh, Meredith..." Izzie struggled to get it out.