Dear Diary,
I'm new with this diary thing and stuff sol let me pass, okay. Heyy there, or at least that's what I think I should say but never mind. My name is Lucy Heartfillia, age 16 and a first year at Grimoire Memorial High. This is what happened today:
Flashback starts
"You're a monster! You're so mean and cold-hearted! Why did you hurt her? She just came collect your homework. Let's just get away from her while we can!" three girls yelled at me while 1 of them was on them was on the floor crying cause of 'me'.
Flashback ends
Yeah, yeah, I know those were some pretty mean stuff but I take it to heart because I'm used to it. You see in Grimoire Memorial High, I am known as 'Stone Heart'. You can tell by the name, I have a heart made of stones. You might be wondering why I am not called cold-hearted or something like that. It's because a cold heart can be melted with warmth but a stone heart has to be broken with something stronger, as time passes, there are barriers built around the heart so a certain something won't enter again. This horrible and terrible thing can make you suffer a lot at the end. So, I've forgotten all about it a long time ago and I don't want to remember it.
So about myself… yeah my daily schedule:
-Get ready for school
-Walk to school super early (alone)
-Get to class and sit in my seat which is all the way in the end, corner of the classroom near the window, and just so you know…no one sits next to me (still alone)
-Just sit there for half an hour or so, until everyone else comes
-For lunch, I sit outside at the back of my school in a nice and quiet place I discovered -skip out -during gym I take a nap at the rooftop
-pack up to leave and go home (I almost forgot to say 'alone')
- During these times I guess I hurt people without even knowing it
-Get home (alone again) eat some of my favorite pudding
-get away with life somehow
That's pretty much it…You might think I forgot about my parent, like eating dinner with them or something well, I didn't cause I just brought it up... (Hahaha such a stupid joke) you see my mom, she was beautiful and had a very kind heart but died while I was still very young. My dad, works overseas in America and he said I should just rent an apartment. He would he sending me 100,000.00 yen every month. He is a very, very rich business man and it was my choice to move it to an apartment. My father and I aren't in really good terms but we still love each other.
Now my school life, let's just start with my first day of school, where it all began. So I got up pretty early for my first day as a first year. All I could think about was making tons of friends and find the one. So, when I got to school I saw some guys bulling this girl and I just had to jump in and long story short I got my uniform crimson red. The girl that got bullied just screamed and ran like she had her nightmare come to life. The people around us just glared at me and some just 'whispered' monster to me. I was the talk of the school and got a warning, didn't make a single friend and not a single guy talked to me (why would they huh?).The worst part was that some people threw my shoe in the garbage can and the other one was soaking wet.
That's how my first day of school went. You could probably predict the next few months. Also during one of that time passing…there was a new kid and he confessed to me but I guess he didn't know about me, I rejected him for some idiotic and stupid and a very bad reason. So he then raised his hands against me (a girl) so I can't just stand all defenseless and make myself seem open. I just had to find back and I did. More rumors spread like wildfire about me giving a black eye to the person that confessed to me.
Yeah, you now might me thinking this is pretty boring and that you thought this was supposed to be a romance fanfiction. Well, then wait, have some patience in your life. The romance might come later.
I never thought that I would have to tell a diary this much. Well, I can even believe I wrote 3 full pages of my diary already. But, I guess I'll talk to ya tomorrow.