disclaimer: i do not own Homestuck, it belongs to andrew hussie

pairing(s): GamzeeXtavros,hinted TavrosXvriska

Tavros POV:

''i'm sorry" he said to me,

''uMM,, about,, uHH,,, WHAT?" i said unknowingly whats going to happen next

"ABOUT EVERYTHING'' he said to me,

"gAMZEE,, uMM,, are,, uHH,, YOU,, uHH,, o-okay?" i said very concerned and very afraid,

''i'm motherfucking fine, tav'' gamzee said ominously,

"you,, uHH,, sure,," i said, "because,, uMM,, you" i was stopped suddenly by a large hand on my throat *gasp* ''w-w-what are you doing?" i said,

"MOTHERFUCKING SHUT UP! YOU WORTHLESS PIECE OF SHIT!" gamzee yelled,

tears swelled my eyes as he finished his sentence, "y-you don't mean that do you" i said without my quirk to prove i was really serious,

"of course i mean it, tav, why wouldn't i say it if it wasn't true?" i couldn't believe what was he was telling me,

my mind wouldn't let me believe it, i was in utter denial, shocked beyond words,

then suddenly i felt his hand tighten around my small neck,

i was suddenly aware that i was pressed up against a wall in the air,

tears started flowing freely down my cheeks,

i heard him laugh manaically, he was laughing at me, me,, his supposed matesprite,

"why are you crying, my love?" he said in a too sweet tone,

"IS IT BECAUSE YOU DON'T LIKE WHAT YOU SEE?"

''answer. me. now. tav." he said insanly,

i just looked at him like he'd finally went crazy,

''gamzee, i'm crying... because i-i thought y-you cared about me" i said through his tight grip,

he stopped laughing...

then he looked at me with those bloodlust eyes,

"WELL THAT WILL BE A MOTHERFUCKING MIRACLE IF I CARED OR EVEN LOVED YOU!"

i looked at him like he'd ripped my very essence, my life, my soul, my heart out...

Gamzee POV

i just stared at him like he was nothing to me,

his words went through me like nothing,

'cause it was nothing, he meant nothing to me now,

all i cared about was to kill and murder, to cause mayhem, nd destruction

after all that is my destiny, and NO ONES GOING TO STOP ME!

another laughed escaped me,

i looked at the brown-blooded troll before me,

he looked at me like he was going to burst into tears,

he looked like i just robbed him the reason of living,

and i craved more, i wanted see him suffer

to see him beg me to end his life right here, right now

i wanted him dead,

i want him to disappear from my sight,

to disappear from life completly,

i wanted to kill him instantly,

i tightened my grip on his soft, sensitive, smooth neck,

suddenly i heard him speak in awhile,

i looked at him,

when i saw him i saw a broken-hearted, insecure troll,

he said "why are you suddenly tellling me this?"

i smiled,

"you want the truth?"

"I'LL TELL YOU THE TRUTH!"

"you see, at first i was in love with you, i thought you were the one"

"I THOUGHT YOU WOULD HEAL MY WOUNDED SOUL!"

"but you weren't the one for me, i saw you with her"

"w-with w-who?" he asked me, oddly worried,

ummmm,,... i don't know if you want more but review if you do