A/N: Hey all! This is the sequel to my fan fic, "Princess Isabella & Sir Edward: Forever Starcrossed". It's all about Bella and Alice living and coping with this new life they both have. Bella's new life: dealing with her new husband, trying to find a way to Edward (who she still believes is alive) and Alice: dealing with being pregnant without Jasper. Very good, most of it already planned.

Oh, and Edward is still in the story...he still has his POV sometimes...in heaven, so don't get totally depressed.

And if I don't get at least 10 reviews, I'm not going to write a word!

Queen Isabella's POV

It's been 8 months, 2 weeks and 3 days since I've seen my husband. And it has been 8 months, 2 weeks and 2 days since I made the biggest mistake of my life.

Marrying King Jacob.

But he was not my husband, no matter what people said; My husband was somewhere in the kingdom, waiting for me. My husband was someone I loved deeply, with my heart and soul. Not the tyrant who forced me to marry him, forced me to live with him and sleep in the same bed with him. But he was not my husband.

I sighed, thinking again about my the mess my life had become. I was in my old bedroom, spending the day as I normally did; Looking out my window, thinking about and dreaming about Edward.

My best friend Alice often joined me, sitting in my room with me. We spent all of our time together now; We were all each other had. But we didn't mind. We were best friends and throughout these eight months I found something to do: help Alice with her pregnancy. In one month and 2 weeks, she was going to be a mommy and I was going to be an aunt. The thought of that made me smile. It was really the only thing that had made me smile for eight months, 2 weeks and 2 days. The thought of Alice having a child and the thought of us raising him or her together...

But she wasn't here now; She was with the doctor for her regular check up, just to make sure everything was going okay. And I was bored, here. Using my memories of Edward to try and fill the void left by the lack of Jacob's love.

And what I hated most was that he was so close and yet so far; Alice and I often throught of ways to try and escape this place. I've thought of ways to try and find Edward myself, but I was never allowed to leave the castle. Another perk of being married to King Jacob.

When I wasn't dreaming of Edward or thinking of ways to see him, I was hoping and waiting for him to come and rescue me. I missed him more and more each day and I had started wondering if he was thinking about me as much I was him. Didn't he miss me, too? Why wasn't he trying to save me? Did he...not want me...?

No! I pushed that thought straight from my mind; But I often began thinking thoughts like that, more often as time went on. A part of me was actually starting to believe it, another part scolding that part and refusing to believe such a thing. But another part was just...in between. Not sure what to believe anymore. That's the part I felt strongest...

"Edward." I said out loud with a sigh. "Do you still love me?" But I knew no one could hear or answer me.

Sir Edward's POV

"Yes Bella, I do. And I think about you everyday." I had been watching Bella ever since I was killed; Like a self-proclaimed guardian angel.

And as such, I was able to know what she was feeling and these feelings of confusion and hurt grew more each and everyday. It worried me and it hurt me. If only Bella knew that I did think about her and I still loved an I would be helping her if I could...but I was here, in heaven.

"How's Bella?" Jasper asked me. He walked over to me, looking over at the edge of the cloud. One thing I really liked about heaven was that I was reunited with my best friend Jasper, who was killed in a war about a week before I was hung.

"She doesn't think I love her." I said turning away. "She-doesn't even know I'm dead; Jacob told her he set me free, remember?" I said. "Maybe Jacob-"

"Screw Jacob; She knows how much you love her." Jasper said following me. I knew he was right, but...I was still hesistant.

"How's Alice?" I asked wanting to change the subject; Thinking about all this guilt I felt...it was too much.

"I still can't believe she's pregnant." he began. "Only one month to go..." he shook his head. When I told him that Alice was pregnant, he already knew. But he still was having mixed feelings. Guilt, happiness. Those were the main two.

"Yeah. Congratulations." I said smiling.

But then I started thinking about how Jasper must feel; I feel guilty enough as it is already. I can't imagine how Jasper must feel, on top of leaving Alice alone he left her alone...with a child. If it were Bella...I'm not sure I could've handled that.

But Jasper and I knew that Alice had Bella and Bella had Alice. They'd help each other no matter what, and we knew that. And as much as we wished we could just, come back to life and help them be happier, we knew it was impossible. But we still would try.

"I'm gonna go check on Alice one more time, before she goes to bed." Jasper said leaving. "See you later." I nodded as he left. I just had to say goodnight to Bella.

"Goodnight, Bella. I love you." I said peering over the cloud again to get a good look at her. "I'll think about you everyday, I promise. I am forever yours."

A/N: And there you have it! The first chapter! Now, if you liked it and if you want the story to continue, review! Or else I'll just think no one likes it and...I'll stop writing.

Come on, people! Just ten reviews to get me on a writer's high! You can do it!