Disclaimer: As all of you probably know, I do not, in any way, own the 'Yu-Gi-Oh!' TV series. Also, all lyrics belong to Michelle Branch.
Of all the things I've believed in
I just want to get it over with
I don't want to do this, but I just can't accept what we're doing. I'm lying to my friends nearly every waking moment of the day. There's something wrong with that.
Tears form behind my eyes
But I do not cry
I need to be strong, because not even you have any idea how much it hurts me to say this. It's over.
Counting the days that pass me by
It's been a week. A week since I spoke those shattering words. I'm sorry that I couldn't keep loving you, but there was too much pressure. I hope that one day, you'll understand that.
I've been searching deep down in my soul
I still look for you. I call to you, but you don't answer.
Words that I'm hearing are starting to get old
I hate how my friends tell me who to ask out. They never really think of my feelings, like you.
It feels like I'm starting all over again
The last three years were just pretend
Sometimes I sit alone in my room at night thinking about how we used to be able to make it last. I mean, we shared some great moments together, but now...now it's all gone.
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything that I knew
Honestly, sometimes I feel so stupid. You would've stayed with me forever. Sheltered me from my surroundings. You would have loved me.
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
It's true what I said. I really didn't want to leave you. You have to understand that. But you don't of course. You were never good at understanding.
I still get lost in your eyes
And it seems that I can't live a day without you
I never gave you your stuff back. I'm looking at the photograph of you and I. We seemed so happy. Why couldn't we have stayed like that? Why? Your eyes, so piercing and blue. They were like none I'd ever seen before.
Closing my eyes and you chase my thoughts away
To a place where I am blinded by the light
But it's not right
I remember the time where we sat in your garden, eating crackers and making love under the moon. We had some good times together, didn't we? No, not good. Magical.
And it hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time
I want what's yours and I want what's mine
I want you
But I'm not giving in this time
The thoughts in my head are jumbling around, trying to find their mate. As am I. To say everything, all I want is you. I guess that's why I'm doing what I'm doing right now. Looking up at the cobblestone steps leading to your door.
And when the stars fall
I will lie awake
You're my shooting star
I find you on the roof. You're laying on a blanket staring at the sky, your hair falling into your face. I don't say anything. I don't try to get my prescence acknowledged. Instead, I just watch you looking at the stars, and then I turn away.