HeorieOtaku: Hey everyone! (If your new, I'm HeorieOtaku and I hope you look at my other story's as well! :) ) To all my other followers, I am trying to write my other story's but I am really at a road block on the unfinished ones. So, sorry. I hope you enjoy this one, though. Anyways, here it is. My Hanare x Kakashi story.


Chapter 1

I can only think of you


Hanare's Point of veiw:


My hand reaches up towards his mask. It gently lands and presses on his cheek. Slowly it then moves back a bit and towards where a couple bumps formed in the annoying mask. I lightly traced his lips.

But this all ended when i looked up and saw his widened eyes make contact with mine. I quickly retreated. "G-gominosi"

"Hanare..." His slowly closed as he came closer, pulling his darker than navy blue mask down. That was when I-

Present (Out of dream):

"Huh?"I sat up. Looking around my tent I saw everything in the place I left it. Looks like I am back in reality. I sighed. "Another dream about him. Just what i REALLY 'needed'." I pushed my hair straight back with my palm and sat there for a second, recapping the dream over and over again. I knew these were my real desires, but I couldn't do anything about it.

I grabbed my back, then found cloths that would suffice for the day. Being a ninja was hard work, but even so, it was nice to be presentable.

I was on a mission for the lock village. My master gave me ten days to steal information on the fire village, which turned out successful after escaping with the help of Hokage. Of course there was a few flaws in the plan.

For one, I saw the person who I had fallen in love with and have loved ever since we meet as kids. It was a hard task, but I find myself going home, with little to no information. "But..." I spoke to myself. "He did say to get information on them. He didn't say how much. But..."

Every time I said one thing, I was contradicted with another. In truth, I hated every moment of living in that village, but never admitted it to anyone. I was captured, but they never could find out about the village.

"Now for this..." I tied my lock village band around my head tight, yet not too tight. Just enough to where there was a guarantee that it would not come off if it came to having a battle of some sort. "Now. Where was I..." Grabbing my satule, I went outside to take down my tent.

Before i could take it down, though, I was stopped by seeing clouds in the what used to be clear and sunny sky. Clouds as silver-ish gray as some person's hair. "Kakashi..." Forever I will see you in the clouds. I really wish I could have stayed with you.

I thought of the moment I told him that. 'You have always been in my heart.' I blushed at the thought of it. Not only because of how embarrassing that was, but also about what happened next. "It really did happen. His sharingan staring me in the eyes while I stared at him..." I continued thinking in my mind about it. ...that feeling as his lips, despite covered by that despicable mask, could be felt against mine.

I sighed, also remembering how I was found out to be faking and all with his sharingan eye. "Now that I think about it. I did erase my memory of what i found at the leaf village, but it written down on the scroll..."

Setting down the tent bag which was half way packed, I pulled the information scroll out of the bag. I lied to Kakashi in a since, and it hurts. The lie I did only made it harder on me to leave him. I hated how my feelings were getting in the way. It was hard.

"That's it. I'll get read of this lie!" Making a fire with some of my chakra and the stack of sticks I hadn't used the previous night, I held the scroll over the fire.

I was just about to drop it when I felt some conflicts in my head screaming at me. One saying to burn it for Kakashi, but the other said that I should stay true to the village I lived it since i was little.

My eyes started to water, since I was suddenly overwhelmed by making this choice. Before they fell, though, I angrily stomped the ground and put out the fire. Or so I thought the tears didn't fall until I let them out with my frustration.

Throwing the scroll over towards my bag, it landed in the warm sticks that were recently on fire. Quickly I got up and grabbed the newly changed scroll. "Snap." I let it cool for a second then set it in my bag. "What just got over me?" Am I mad, or something?

Before I could do anything else crazy, I wiped my face up in the near-by river and packed my bags. This was going to be a long, yet challenging trip back to the village and I planned to take the long route around so I arrived one the last day before they send ninja troops out to get me.


Kakashi's point of view:


"Waaaaahhhh! Why do we have to go in search of that low-class missing ninja! I want to go after bigger and harder things!" Naruto is being the same as normal. I thought as I listened out to the three bicker back and forth. On the other hand, though, I was reading my book. Of course, everyone, including myself, needs a good read.

"Yeah. But hey, Naruto?" Sasuke spoke up for once.

"Huh? What?" I could hear Naruto's curiosity as to why Sasuke was talking at such a time.

"You do know you're the one holding us back, right?" I could hear a smirk in his voice.

Naruto doesn't seem the happiest about Sasuke's smark remark. "Why you!"

"Will you two just be quiet! I am trying to keep my guard up!" Sakura went into cute mode, suprised by her normal, yet totally unattractive outburst. "But...you can keep taking if you want, Sasuke." My eyes looked up for a split second to see Sakura slowly 'sneaking' in on Sasuke.

Tipical. I thought, then sighed silently.

My mind then went to some previous events that happened a couple days ago. It's not them I am thinking about like I should be, though. It's Hanare. Another sigh escapes my lips. Ever since that day after she left, I couldn't get her off my mind.

Even though I said I only was thinking about what I saw with my sharingan when Naruto and the others knocked us both down, but that's not true. I wasn't entirely acting surprised. I WAS surprised. The moment our lips 'touched' came to my mind. Maybe I'll try to read some more to get her off my mind...

"Hey!? Kakashi Sensei?!" Closing my book, I looked up and I had walked all the way off the cliff and was hanging upside down with the others with me.

"Oh." I simi-whispered.

"Shouldn't we be getting some sleep, Kakashi Sensei? We've been climbing this cliff up and down for an hour now, and it seems that there is no point to it. " Sakura looked at me, a bit worried, along with the others having the same expression.

I thought about what had happened for a moment, then nodded. "Yeah. Lets set ups the tents." Climbing our way back up, we began setting the tents like Sakura offered.

Only moments later did I find they were already done. "Already done Kakashi Sensei! We are read for sleep and food!" Naruto began setting a fire with the sticks that Sasuke had collected, while Sakura brought the couple birds that Naruto shot down to eat.

By the time the birds were all prepared and ready to cook it was sun down and the stars were out. "Come on, Sensei!" Naruto had already sat down while the other two were putting the meat. "Join us! You've been reading that book all day!"

I looked at Naruto. Actually, it would be nice to relax, but because I relaxed too much today, I spaced out and only thought of Hanare. This made us go around in circles, making us basicly make no progress on hunting down that ninja at all."Naruto, Sasuke, Sakura."

They all looked at me. "Yes?" Sakura answered while the others looked at me as well.

"I'm going to look around to see if there is any evidence that the ninja went in this direction. I'll probably be gone after you're asleep. Keep the place safe and don't go anywhere." I was just about to leave, when I realized something. "And Naruto."

Naruto suddenly sat up as if he was not listening like usual. "Yes!"

"Leave some food for me." I'm going to be hungry if I come back and there is no food left, so I am glad I took precautions and brought a few snacks in my bag knowing how much of a Glutton Naruto can be. "If I'm not back by sunrise, go back to the leaf village and sent troops out. Got it?"

"Yes." Both Sasuke and Sakura nodded in agreement, while Naruto stared off into space. Literally.

"Then I'll be off." I waved them goodbye and took off in the trees.

Once at a safe distance away I began to walk on the ground, so I could think about this all. This would help me vent all my thoughts, that way I could focus on the mission rather than get distracted by the feelings that I can't seem to suppress.

I looked around at my surroundings, making sure i kept track of where I was going. I pulled out my map of the place and marked where I was and where the camp was, then put it away, sitting down on near-by rock. Okay. Lets begin.

A sigh escaped my lips as I prepared to speak my thoughts aloud. Before doing that, I decided I would make sure no one was around. Using some of my chakra, I scanned any near-by area that people could hear me from. Nothing within the distance.

"Now then. My subject who I need to get off my mind: Hanare." a breeze blew by, shaking the trees. "Where we meet. Well, in a field so green where the clouds hung over high." I had my own way of taking things off my mind and that was naming off simple things such as who it was, where we meet and everything that was so simple, it always surprises people how it worked on me. Her eyes brown like milk chocolate.

I shook my head softly, trying to regain my topic: getting her out of my head. Not making me think of her more. But this didn't make a difference, as I only drifted off in thought about her. The way she looked at me with the simplest, but most beautiful smile. Even when she was captured. I knew she still had information written down, but I was dumb enough to let her go with it.

I then grew slightly upset again by how I had lied that she had not taken off with any information at all. Am I a fool, or what?

Suddenly, i felt like someone appeared close by. A barrier? No. No one gets past me. Not unless they have some kind of mind trickery of some sort that didn't let me see them earlier. I quickly got up and followed in the direction that I felt there, whoever had dared to try to sneak up on the one known as Kakashi with the legendary sharingan.

Soon, I could see the smoke coming from in between the trees. A camp? But why would someone be so careless as to leave a fire out if they were after me? This doesn't add up. I shook my head, keeping my guard up, just in case it was a trap.

But next thing I know, i was at the camp site. Unharmed, I stood in secrecy up in the trees. Looking down, I could see a campfire, a tent, and a way too familiar sachul. It can't be! Not at a time like this! If it is her, then I know that she will surely hate me! I paused for a second, not letting my guard down and rethought what just went through my head. What in the world? Why do I care if she hates me. Even if we meet as kids and I had feelings for her back then...this is totally different. I'm a not a kid anymore.

My heart raced as I stared at the tent that was opening up. No! I just can't! The person that came out was...


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