~ Long and lost forever ~
Well, here goes nothing I said to myself as I got out of my Truck, it was my first day back without Edward at the school. A few words of Encouragement, that's all I need…right? Then I got out of my truck and made my way into the school.
While I was walking I noticed this one girl she was walking down the hallway wearing a gray off the shoulder shirt with a black tank top underneath with a skirt with flames on it, and a short sleeved baby blue and black checkered hoodie, and too top it all off her converses matched her hoodie.(outfit may change l8r) she looked amazing.
I decided to Walk up to her and tell her that.
Your outfit looks Amazing. Thanks, yours does too…if it were Halloween and you want to dress like a senators wife. Then she walked off giving her hair a flip while she did.
I have to admit, what she said was pretty harsh. Maybe true. But harsh. I really haven't cared about what I've worn since stupid leech left almost 3 months ago. To think about it though I really didn't care before.
Oh my god I can't believe that I just said that…however true it may be. Ok. I promise I will never say that again. It's just stooping me down to his level.
My school life has gotten easier since "they" left. People have stopped staring and "they've " been gone for so long people have had enough time to talk about "him" leaving me. Even Lauren has finally grown to stop being mean to me. Lonely much, Lauren said when I walked into biology. Witchie much, I said hoping it would shut her up. Oh and Lauren, what, she replied. If I were you I wouldn't go outside today, or to think of it ever, you might melt under all the rain. And she skulked off to her table with her little wannabees. Okay I said, now some words of encouragement would be nice. You are doing this to show him you can do it without him, I repeated over and over through my head.