Phantoms
The unlivable past
She sat in the dark in her room unable to sleep. Closing her eyes tight Kagome let out a small breath then lied down on her back. It's been this way for years, trying to sleep is always a hard thing to do when you have a problem. She knows what everyone would think if she told them about her insomnia. Well Kagome wouldn't tell 'everyone',but the point is she really doesn't want to be a bother. Besides this was a personal thing that most people kept to themselfs. When you think about it is't not so odd but it is such a private matter. Turning on her side she thinks out loud, " What the hell is wrong with me!" "Opps", she says this time to herself, "damn if my roommate didn't think i was strange before ...talking to yourself outloud whould give her a reason".
Attending an all girls school seemed like a good idea at the time but now she just felt more alone then before. Clicking the on button on her cheap cellphone she sees the time(2:45am). "Good thing today is sunday",she says to herself. The soft blue light slightly illuminating her face gives her an idea. Turning the phone in the derection of her soon to be ex-roommate, Kagome notices that she's asleep. Not that it really matters what that girl thinks/thought of her anyway , she thought as she places the phone back on her nightstand.
Rolling on her back she wonders why she can't stop her random thoughts. Things that should no longer concern her well-being should stay in the past. It's just hard for her to understand why he didn't want her. Inuyasha,a guy that most girls wouldn't give a second look. Is he really a fool to not see what a perfect mate she would have been? Should she care that he didn't think she was pretty; or that her skin wasn't the right shade? Maybe it had to do with the little weight she put on do to her new medication. Yes that has to be it, no one wants a fat girl but geez it was only 10 lbs.
The funny thing about all this is that she felt that they could had been the perfect couple. There was no one in the world that had as much in common as they did. Both she and Inuyasha had been in the same school in the same class for eight years. As shy as Kagome is it has always been hard for her to make friends. But for some reason her and Inuyash just clicked. Laughing to herself she remembers the truth of the situation being that he was somewhat an outcast. Being Inuyasha wasn't an easy person to be for two reasons: One he was a hanyou and two he was of high blood. Those two things alone are practically an oxymoron. Kagome was only in his class because of her so called strong powers. " Strong powers my ass", she thought, the shit never seems to work. Because of her so called 'strong powers' the other childern were afraid of her (as they were of Inuyasha). Ok truethfully they didn't have a juck load of crap in common but they formed a bond because of their alienation.
"Ohhhh" she said while pulling the covers over her head, "no wonder why I can't sleep ... I am freaking obsessing over the past" Noticing that she spoke aloud again , kagome reaches over to her nightstand for her pills. The only reason that she didn't take them earlier is because she hates them. It's just a sleeping pill but they tend to dull what little power she's able to summon. Swalling hard Kagome places the luckewarm glass of water next to her phone, closesing her eyes she waits for sleep.
Alright this is my first time trying to write a fic. Right now i am looking for a beta to edite and just down right fix my work. This fic is mostly just a sample to draw in an editer , so there is a great chance that if no on is interested that I wont be posting more. Well who knows I just might write from time to time even if the grammar is no better then an eight year olds book report. The rules only say that I'am to do my best after all( I wonder how they can tell if i am doing that anyways).