We'll blame everyone else for our problems but never ourselves.
I wasted precious time waiting for you. I loved you.
Well, I guess I still do love you.
But you crushed my dreams when you fell in love with her.
You never wanted to come back. You blew me off.
Everything I had worked for up to here shattered in a moment. My hope vanished.
I guess it was stupid to believe anything would ever happen between us. You're my commanding officer. I'm your subordinate.
Silly me.
I should have known better.
But as they said, the heart wants what the heart wants.
I hate it. I wish my heart would go fucking die.
It betrayed me. Again.
There I go, blaming something else.
I'm smart. Why couldn't I see that it wouldn't ever work out? We're both too dedicated to our work. We're both too stubborn to give up what we worked so hard to build over the years.
I guess I'm not surprised. She's beautiful. She's young.
The heart wants what the heart wants.
I thought yours wanted mine.
You didn't even wait for us. You gave up hope. You had to have known we wouldn't just leave you stranded there. We'd come back for you come hell or high waters.
Aw well.
I'll suck it up and pretend to be happy like the good soldier I'm supposed to be.
I'll drown my sorrows and broken heart in a bottle of whiskey and a good book when I get home.
It's not your fault you fell for her. I guess I just wasn't good enough.
I never fucking am.