Hi everyone. I know it's been a long time since I wrote anything for fanfiction, and I thought it was about time to start again. This is my first Bella and Edward story. Be kind and tell me what you think.

I do not own any characters from the Twilight series.

: BPOV:

'It will be as if I never existed.'

Those painful, shallow words echoed in my mind. Forever carved in my memories. My angel, my sweet, sweet angel's last words. His final goodbye. I will never hear his voice again. I will never see his smile, or his golden honey eyes. Or their darkness when with hunger. He is gone. And I couldn't stop it.

The day was rainy, just like it always was in Forks. The sun never seemed to shine here anymore. Not since he left. Cold, wet, slush covered the ground. And it gradually soaked through my snow shoes. I breathed in the icy air, and below out small puff clouds of breath. I couldn't feel this. I couldn't feel anything anymore. Food wasn't as appetizing as it once was. I already know that I have lost too much weight. I did my best for Charlie and ate what I could, but it never seemed to sit right.

Charlie…Charlie. I know he was worried about me. I could read it in his face, even if no words were ever spoken. There was nothing he could do for me. I'm a lost cause now.

The last bell rang for class, and I was still in the school parking lot. "Shoot, I'm late"

I walked a little faster, not trusting my own luck to run, I slipped and slide into the school building and brushed the fresh flakes of snow off my coat. With a heavy sigh, I made my way to class.

The teacher bally rose her head when I entered, but I managed to catch the glare through the curtains of hair I put up to shield my face from the others. I didn't want to she there curious glances. But I could feel them on the back of my head. Slowly I sat down in my seat, at the back of the room, and took out my notebook and pencil.

It taws not long before my mind began to wonder to the old times. The times I spent with Edward.

I was met with a shape pain in my chest with the thought. And I hunched over slightly in my desk to ease the pain. I inhaled shape breaths to ease it. And slowly the pain did fade. I sat back in my seat, and took up my notes again. Dozens of eyes were burning into my skull. Feeling their questions racing through there minds, I raised my hand to be excused.