I did it. I fell in love, I betrayed my family. Why? I don't know. I loved him, yes, but that's not an excuse. It's not an excuse that love is endless in Faerie. Nothing is an excuse. It was my own fault.
It began, when I tricked her. I played a trick on Tania, my little sister, my best friend. Because I was blind. Love made me blind. She dissolved and I regretted it immediately. I yelled for help, but she was gone. I thought forever. I tried to make the best out of the situation, but he didn't love me. Gabriel Drake. He promised to find my sister, and I wanted to see her again, yes, but I was jealous, too.
He found her and she fell in love with Edric. It had to be my chance, but it wasn't. Gabriel wanted Tania because of her gift, not me. I was only ... a nothing for him. But I helped him. I saved him from eternal captivity. And still he didn't feel anything for me.
I got mad at him. But I stayed at his side for a long time. Too long. My father was about to die, a war about to destroy Faerie. I went to my sisters, yes, I did, but it was too late.
Many people died, because of my fault. Now I'm sailing across the western ocean, to help Faerie, now. I'm not the same princess I was in those days. I want to make things better, like I tried the moment I killed him. I killed Gabriel because he killed my sister. I was in rage. I wanted revenge. I killed the man I love because I love my family even more. Yes, I love him anyway, even though he's dead. I would love him forever, or, if I'm about to die, until I'll be dead. Or even longer.
I'm on my way to pay for my deeds. But I know, I can't turn the time back. Things happened, people died. Because I'm not perfect and I made a fault. Gabriel died. Because I killed him. I, princess Rathina, daughter of Oberon and Titania, did it.