I do not own Inuyasha ~Girly Boy~

I heard my alarm go off just like any other day. I lifted my head off the pillow and just collapsed back down again. I lied in bed thinking to myself, Will this be the day?

Will i finally have the guts to do it? I thought it's so simple. Just take on step and no more pain. But i can't!! Kiara is the only thing I live for. My sweet kitten. Just then she jumped on my face. She started playing

with my hair and purring. I could never leave her. I looked at my arms covered in bruises. Wow, to think I would let that happen. It's not the physical pain that hurts me, it's the emotional pain. The words she

says as she beats me. I must look like a fool at school. Always having a smile on my many people over look me because my attitude at school. I always look at the bright side of things. I looked at

Kiara and she Purred. Wow. I'm lucky to have such an animal I thought. Anyway I better do my chores before she and her devils get up.

I looked at my alarm wow 5:30 already?! I have to get things ready by 6:00!! I looked through the house as I expected her little devils tore it up last night. I started picking up random things off the floor. A cup, a

rubberband, a pen, some shoes, some corndog sticks, ect. They were so cute as babes, yet they always had a cold look. Never had I thought they would get this bad. Telling our mother lies so they could watch

her hit me. Once I told her that she could beat me to death and i wouldn't care, That was a mistake, I trembled as I thought of what she did. I was 11 at the time. She looked at me with a glimmer of evil in her face

and let me go. She told me that she was sorry and hugged me. I pushed her away and screamed, "Don't touch me!!!!" As I remember what she did next I dropped a cup on the floor and it shattered."crap".

After I had pushed her she looked at me and said "I didn't know you felt that way. I'm sorry." " Would you run a bath for the twins?" I can remember making it just a little too cold just for them. My mother brought

Naraku and Kira and set them on the sink edge. They were 2 at that time. She told them "watch carefully". I said, "arent you going to undress them?" She started getting closer to me as I backed up. Suddenly I

was against the bathtub. She grabbed hold of my neck and said. "You go first". Her nails dug into my neck and right before I went under I heard Naraku say "Kagomae looks stupid". And they both started

laughing. That day Two things happened, I never called her mother again. A mother would never try to drown her child. From that point forward her name would always be Kikyo. Number Two I knew those two

were just as evil as her.