Hola! :D This is my first fanfic so please don't be to harsh on me :D

This fic takes place when Allen is in prison. I have watched the anime then read the manga. If I say anything wrong please tell me; ether wrong character, wrong sene or something ;D

I do not own D. Grey Man. Enjoy!

Madness Will Consume: Chapter 1 This is The End

Allen was still sitting with Timcanpy in his cell. With his legs in chains and his arms with some disablers. Each day that will pass by he would think if he was really living for his own purpose.

'Of course, this is my life! Or is it?..' He thought.

'Was god to blame?'

'Yes he is,' said a voice in his head. He soon recognized this voice.

'Neah, get out!'

'You cant escaped me, Allen..

With every thought you have I'm there to share it with you..'

'Go away!' Allen's head started to throb, badly as he had this conversation.

'God... You were put on this Earth because of him... Not for you.. For him.. You are his spotter... His clown'

'Stop.. Get out!'

'You have two monsters inside you.. Which will you chose..'

Allen started to breathe heavily.

'If you chose the path that was already made.. The evil will still haunt you.." Neah said this with a little chuckle.

'Chose the shadows, you'll be pain free, no care in the world! You deserve a life.. Life, one thing God can't give you.. Everyone has a reason to live what's yours? Your old father, did he really love you? The Order, they hate you, a Noah a thing you cant control and hate you for it and will kill you...'

His words were lies but seemed so true. Allen couldn't, there was a war happening between the exorcists and The Earl, but also the good and dark were fighting in his head.

"UGGGH!" He screamedout load and started to breathe quickly. He couldn't take it. So he slammed his head on the brick wall until he fell unconscious. His body fell with the bloodstain following.

TimCanpy worried, shrieked to a tiny size and flew over to Allen and nudged at his head. Realizing, Tim sat on his head waiting for him to wake up. He then left through the little window, to find something for his Master to eat.

{ In Allen's Mind }

Allen was laying down in a peace full meadow. He had no thought in his head ; for once. But then he heard Neah's voice laughing. He quickly sat up to see Neah and Mana laughing and standing near the lake (the one he saw when he 'died') waiting for his arrival. Allen started to walk to towards them like there was no choice. But then he heard,

"Welcome Home, Allen!"

From a familiar voice from behind. He turned around to see Lenalee standing there with Lavi, Kory, Miranda, Kanda, Komui and everyone else at the Order.

"Well hurry up or I'll close the door on you!" Lenalee said cheerfully

"What's wrong? Don't tell me, you're tried of circus life, aren't you? There's still so much to see..." Mana said as his dog, Allen, was there doing some tricks.

Allen couldn't chose he fell to the ground and looked downed.

"I don't know.. I can't.."

"Idiot, stop sitting there and pouting!"

He heard a strict voice that he was happy to hear.

"Master!" Allen pleaded, for the first time. "Help me.. Please.. I don't know what to do.."

"That's not my decision to make for you, Allen. I may be skillfully talented in all areas..."

He began to brag, as usual.

"... but I don't control your life. You must stop searching for help and fight in what you believe in. It's your job to end this war, on ether end... You'll fight to the death, to the edge of the Earth. Think carefully, and clearly and you'll know what side of the mountain you'll want to be on.."

With that he vanished into the air.

Allen thought for a second, but still unclear to him he couldn't decide. So he lay in the middle ignoring both sides.

He then woke up.

Im front of him lay food and TimCanpy who was waiting for Allen to wake up.

"TimCanpy did you get this for me ?" He smiled widely. And started to dig in, literately because he couldn't use his hands. And he finished.

"I wonder how many days, weeks or even months that we've been here. I bet the last breathe i take will be in cell."

Allen realized that blood was coming from his head. He had to many injuries. The one Kanda gave him and other cuts and bruises that needed to be attended to. He then started to feel dizzy from too much blood loss.

"Timcanpy.." He said as his voiced weakened.

Tim listened carefully this could be his will. TimCanpy wanted to fulfill his last wishes

I hoped you enjoyed it I know it still needs some work but I'm getting there. :D Please tell me if you liked it or not. Or what you think is going to happen. :) thanks