A week at Hogwarts.

Chapter 1 : Monday:

Well last night was weird I don't know how to describe it I don't understand why professor snape kissed me I don't know why he wanted to either but then again I don't need to know what goes on in his mind. He just kissed me... well I did kiss him first and I don't know why I did that but his lips were right there and I wondered what it would fill like to kiss him. That was I guess, a bad mistake and he just decided to torture me today that's why i'm writing in you not because I had a good day but because I swear today was the worse day in my life. I would rather have faced voldermort again; at least I knew I had a chance against him and not ultimate doom.

He decided to just make everything bad and I can't take it anymore. After we kissed in hogmeade he asked why I kissed him and I told him I wanted to. Well he smile, yes a real smile and then he kissed my forehead. We talked a little while after that, well after the awkwardness ended and came to an understanding that we will date, just after I get out of school. I don't mind the few months of waiting. We decided to wait, after we both agreed that we both didn't want to ruin each others lives at Hogwarts and more, him fired and me... well I'll probably never get a career I want, for sleeping with my professor, but I just don't get him now.

I'm confused did he just say that so I would believe him and justify him kissing me, or did he say it and meant it but not backing out, man why am I getting these thoughts I didn't care until yesterday. I guess, maybe, I did like him before but Ron was always their and well, he kept me thinking of him and not other guys... Now i'm just confusing myself and that's not good.

Okay let's go over what happened today:

Potions class
Harry and I walk in to class and sit down in the far back, so I can help Neville and Harry can stay away from Professor Snape. Neville came and sat in the seat on my right. The second Neville put down his bag and turned to sit down the potions door lashed open and in came potions teacher all whatever he was before hogmeade yesterday, now I can't even begin to describe his face and attitude. All I know is I'm glad I hadn't seen him when he had just got a sour lemon from Dumbledore as a gag joke in his tea- like harry was. Anyways he decided to lecture us for a half hour in double potions then have the audacity to tell us to make a potion that take a hour and forty-five minutes in a hour he's gone out of his mind, I swear.

Well as double potions ended mine was the only one close enough to done and he still failed almost all of us. I think he has this power binge you know what he probably does now that I think about it. Severus Snape gets off on us being in pain, blimey where did that thought come from. Anyways all myother classes were alright.

lunch
We were all sitting at our table and Snape was standing behind us right after harry described potions class and Dean commented that Snape will always be a greasy over large bat of the dungeons and that we all knew he was a vampire. I told Dean that Professor Snape was a teacher and should be respected he just called him a git. Snape took 20 points from all of us, in five seconds we lost 60 points I swear and harry agrees that he has to get off in all ways on us students of Gryffindor in pain. What bothers me the most was that I was defending him and he still took points off me.

dinner
Thankfully nothing happened at dinner and afterward so. Hopefully nothing will happen tomorrow.