Hello agian. This is a one shot I'v decided to try out! This comes from personal expericene...so enjoy! ^_^
Hurt
"So this is how you repay me ? After a year of love and friendship? God Duncan!" I shouted as I watched my love tangled in another girls arms.
"Courtney... I can explain." He claimed " Please just calm down..." He said looking at me with those beautiful teal eyes of his.
Those teal eyes...The same teal eyes he used to look at that createn Gwen just seconds before... The same teal eyes I fell in love with just a year ago. You see me and Duncan arn't what you call a "perfect" couple. We argue...alot. We say things we dont mean...alot. But thats never stopped me from loving him...not in any way. Does it hurt to love him?... more than anything in the world.
" Then explain Duncan? EXPLAIN! Why you have ur lips on hers!" I angrly shout . My chest rising and falling more and more by the second.
" I have my lips on hers because you have shut me out for months! Thats why!" His voice rising in volume with every word.
"Thats a lie!" I yelled back with all my might
But it wasn't...it was never a lie...I shut him out. I shut everyone out.I can't help the way I am. I eiather shut them out or drive them away.
He moved to take Gwens arm off of his torso. I watched him as he whispered something to her out of my line of hearing. I watched her nod her head and grab her bag and walk past me.
"Bitch" I mumbeled as she passed me probly on the way to her car.
" Whore" She spat back.
I scoffed as she continued out the main door, out to the parking lot for all of the studdnts.I turned back to Duncan then. He was glaring.
" Duncan why the hell do we have to keep going through this! Why can't you just love me and not cheat?" I yelled
" Because every time I talk to you , you shut me out. Every time I ask to go out, you say I'm to tired . You criticize me on how I dress. You insult me contiuasly. You always tell me how bad I act?"
" Because you do!" I screeched cutting him off. " And what about insulting me? You always tell me how uptight I am? How bossy and manipulative? "
" I'm done Courtney. Your really not even worth it anymore You know that? All I get from you is bla bla bla coming from your mouth. I hate being with you I cant stand to even look at you." He glared then turned away grabbed his bag and said " See ya never Court."
My heart felt like it cracked...phisically broken... We always did this? But that's what me and Duncan did. We had this game. Where we would see how much we could hurt the other...See what would make them break...well ...
"I'm broken..." I say as the tears begin
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