No. It's NOT a story about Canada. Get over it. This is Lovino-centric. The story is based off the song is Invisible by Skyler Grey. My first songfic-ish thing on this site. Enjoy!
I was sitting in my room, alone as always, when it began to play. I knew this song, quite well actually. And I realized how much Invisible truly applied to my pathetic a excuse of a life. I prayed for Antonio to hurry up and get here as I was plunged into my thoughts.
I think that I've tried everything, but I'm just never noticed! I love my fratello, but I wish people saw me for me instead of his angry clone.
It's not my fault that I'm depressed. I can't help it. But I just wish that anyone would see me instead of Felicano. Only Antonio sees me diffrent.
Everything that I've ever done had been in his shadow. Except for get in trouble. But that wasn't the point. Even when I was in trouble, t was just for grandpa to notice me. I don't remember the last time someone focused on me and me alone. It was always Feliciano.
I don't dare tell anyone about this, though. People would hate me even more if they knew I was depressed. The only one I ever told was the tomato bastard. I try hard still to make people see. It just doesn't work.
My only hope is to keep trying to be different. At least when I'm alone, I can let myself believe that everyone sees me as an individual.
Sometimes it works.
Sometimes I think I should just end it.
"Hey! Lovi~ are you coming?" I heard a spanish accent ring out.
"Yeah bastard." I yelled back. These are the times that I remember what I live for.
Sorry I had to delete the lyrics! Does that happen to all songfics? Someone please in lighten me. Okay so thats the end. Sorry if it sucked. I was listening to the song and thought of Lovino. Reviews are appreciated and I'm starting to take requests, so if you have any ideas, I'm open to them.