disclaimer: ANIME NORTH IN THREE DAYS.
Now that that's over, if I owned KH I'd have the KH2 manga out already. (:
warning: the usual. (:
You hate the way how he looks like Sora.
You hate those times because blond's gonna turn into brown in your eyes and you're hating it because you're trying to remember that it's Roxas Roxas Roxas but maybe, just maybe, it's not really working.
But you hate the way how you can't hate him, him with his pretty blond hair and blue eyes that you've maybe, just maybe, fallen in love with (again, you fall in love too many times; Tidus, Sora, Axel--) but this time you're sure you can work it out (but isn't that what you thought that last time too?)
But now you're hating the way you can't get him out of your head (heartmindbodysoul) because everything (anythingnothing)'s reminding you of him now (that book he gave you, that handkerchief you gave him--) and it's pissing you off because part of you's saying that maybe Roxas really is the one for you—it's worked out fine so far, right? But the other part of you, the part that's not full of girlish dreams and hopes tells you that Roxas really isn't the one for you—you'd never find the right one this close to home, so might as well save yourself undue hurt and break up with him now.
So you're thinking about that but Roxas won't get out of your head and it's just not really working and finally you realize that it might be hopeless because everything (anythingnothing) is reminding you of him (that book; that handkerchief--) and you finally give up.
And you realize after a while that even though Roxas looks like Sora (and a little like Tidus and Axel too) maybe that's perfect for you because then he might be everything you wanted in a lover, part Sora and Axel and Tidus, but most of all, most of all, purely Roxas too.
So you give up on the break-up thoughts and let the part of you that is girlish dreams and hopes take over for a while to come because you might as well be happy with what you have; no point in giving that up earlier than you have to, right?
So maybe Roxas isn't everything you wanted in a lover after all, and maybe he's not the right one. Maybe Roxas just isn't your cup of tea.
But you decide that maybe it'll be okay with you in the end anyways (besides, you drink coffee in the mornings--).
Cheesy!ending. xD At least it wasn't as cheesy as it could have been. xD
non!sadistic roxas for a change. (:
part 5 of 7 of the anime north countdown, which is as posted:
May 19, Saturday: storytime (posted)
May 20, Sunday: on repeat (posted)
May 21, Monday: true love (posted)
May 22, Tuesday: existence (posted)
May 23, Wednesday: relapse (posted)
May 24, Thursday: space
May 25, Friday (final fant-I mean, day): Sakuline vol. II
So totally psyched. (: SVETLANA CHMAKOVA IS COMING, GUYS.
And daisuk, I'll see if I can catch your cosplay chess match! xD
thanks for sticking along this for, guys!
-namikun