Taking a small writing break from the other one which my mind was a little cluttered, and decided to put it onto paper.
I will still be updating my other one "Satus Novus" so look for updates there too.

Not sure if I will continue this, depends on the reaction i get.

Bloodlust – Chapter 1

I was out for my everyday hunt since we had moved to Forks. I was always the weakest. I hated it, not just the fact that I am weak, but that I can't control it. I almost kill every human I see. I don't have a type, it's just blood in general the draws me in for what I need most.

After draining a mountain lion and grizzly I was done. I started my way home, only to catch on another smell. As the venom pooled from my mouth, my hunger came back. There was no way to stop who I had become now. As if I was a newborn, bloodlust took over and I went after the source.

I found him going for a hike in the woods. He was all alone, and I knew this would be easy. Alice would not have seen this since it was a split decision. Edward should not be back to read my mind from here so I was safe. For now.

I followed behind him, and snapped a twig. Using vampire speed, I ran to the right a little. He turned around and his heartbeat increased ever so slightly. I growled loud enough so his sensitive human ears could here me and moved once again to the right, somewhat circling him.

After a few minutes I was bored, and I could hear his heartbeat slamming against his ribcage. The blood was rushing faster through his veins and I could feel his confusion and worry. Circling just once more around him so I had a clean shot to his back a leaped, I took it.

Wrapping my feet around his waits area, a pulled his neck to the side and ran my teeth across his neck, creating a small, thin cut. I felt his fear increase, and it only increased my will to savor this moment. I took my tongue and ran it across his pale neck. The venom from my mouth now was across the line of the cut, which increased the blood flow.

I could no longer stand the tension and dug into his neck with my teeth. With each sip I took the gold washed out of my eyes and was replaced with red, but there was no way I was going to pass that up for the taste of this blood.

I finished draining is body, now feeling finally full, and buried it before returning home. I flitted back to the Cullen mansion, and felt sadness and confusion reek from inside. I tried to pick up on who it was, but had no luck.

I opened the door and dashed up the stairs to the source. I soon found it to be Alice, in a heap on the bathroom floor. She was dry sobbing. Testing my luck I walked in and went to sit down and cradle her until she was done. That was when I looked in the mirror and saw my eyes. I no longer was in the process of sitting; I was now openly staring at my hideous image.

"How could you do it?" She asked, still sobbing.

There was no response I could give her that would do justice. I had done something wrong, and there was no way for me to go back and fix it. There was a knock at the door and Edward came in. He looked at me with disgust, and now seemed to be in the process of reading Alice's mind. It was now that I noticed she was no longer sobbing, but actually quite still.

Edward growled in response to what he saw, and Alice then came back to us. She looked at me and smiled, although her emotions told me it was a fake show. She turned to face Edward, and cut her hand on his cheek as if to comfort him. He smiled down at her and nodded, leaving me and Alice alone again.

"I will help you get through this, but I need you to try. I wish it was me that could fix you but this is the only way." She said, and also walked out of the room right behind Edward.

I decided it was time for a shower. Discarding my clothing, I stepped in, and turned on the faucet. It was not long until the water went warm and I turn letting my back sooth with the pelting heat. The shower began to run cold, and although heat did not matter, I finished my shower quickly.

Getting out, I quickly toweled and walked into the bedroom. I pulled out a pair of jeans from the dresser and a button down shirt, and dressed quickly. The door opened downstairs and I could smell Bella was now here. I can't believe she came tonight. No doubt either Edward or Alice have told her what I did and I'm guessing her stubbornness trusted me enough to come even with the warning.

I could feel all the emotions coming from the living room and made my way down. Entering the room I noticed the seating was a little different. Edward was in my seat next to Alice and Bella was sitting alone. Not sure what to do I stood in the doorway. I could feel nervousness pulse off everyone in the room, and looking at Edward I asked him if he would let me sit.

He nodded, and I took a seat next to Bella, but hugging the other end of the sofa. It was Carlisle to first speak.

"I'm disappointed in you Jasper." He said shaking his head. "I thought you where past these feelings." Turning to Esme, who sat next to him, dry sobbing as Alice was earlier, he put his arm around her. "I can't believe you would risk this family just to drink human blood." The whole room was quiet, until Edward spoke.

"Alice and I have been talking about way to help you with this." He said before facing Alice who continued.

"We want to help you get rid of your bloodlust." She said softly. "I've already talked to Bella, and she wants to help as well."

I looked towards Bella who could only nod her head at the time, before she started as well.

"To get rid of your addiction to human blood, you need to stay in contact with a human, and beat the habit. Alice is fairly certain she will be able to see if you will try and hurt me, but we think this it the start, and I'm willing to help you."

I nodded at her, and turned to face Carlisle checking to see how he felt about all of this. He sighed and answered the questions I had, without me having to say it.

"Jasper, we are leaving you alone with Isabella for 4 weeks. Alice and Edward will be back to check up on you. Both of you shall still be attending school, and Bella will be sleeping here. We on the other hand, other than Alice and Edward, will go up to the Delani's and spend time with them."

Turning to face Edward and Alice he said, "You will only interfere if completely necessary. Try and make it no more than once a week, this is a way to help Jasper and your constant check-up might keep his from progressing. We will pack tonight and be out tomorrow morning."

The entire family nodded and it was set. I was spending an entire month almost alone with Bella.

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