Whoo. Drabble. To tell the truth, I really don't have much liking for Asuka... and yet I loved to write about her.. XD
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Sometimes white makes my head hurt.
Though I would never tell you, it gives me such a headache to stare at it for such long hours. It is pure. Sometimes I think it might be too pure for someone other than you…
Sometimes…
Sometimes…
Why do I question you, now, in comparison to before?
…. I want something other than white. I want something.
Something…
Something…
Something opposite, something different. I want something that can break free.
I think for a moment as I stare at my blonde hair.
Could it be I was different before I was reborn? Could it be I had… freedom?
I want to scoff at such a thought, but my lips won't comprehend. You cured me from the horrors of the world and you showed me the true light.
I can't help but shiver.
Does the light so cold and not loving, become who I am inside?
Saiou-sama….. Fix my confusion. I want to cry.
I am afraid at the thought…. That my tears shall, too, be white.
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