All Human. Stuck. BxE? :) Dirty stuff coming... So I think I should rate this M.

PART 1 / 2 ….. Though I may write more if you want. But I don't promise a fast update. And, as always, reviews are appreciated. I know there is a lot of mistakes, but now I just can't see them.... I'm immune lol. And sorry if the story confuses you. I hope I remembered to mention all the things that are necessary to know so it wouldn't be as confusing. Blah blah, just read the story already! :)

The snow kept falling everywhere. My hair was wet, my clothes were wet... And the make up Alice did was ruined. Nice.

Edward's apartment was in my sight now. Yep, I was crazy when I decided to surprise him, walking from the buss stop in this stormy weather to his house, but I loved him very much. It was December 21st and I was going to stay at his place, just the two of us, until 24th – then Emmett, Rosalie, Alice and Jasper would come and spend Christmas with us at Edward's.

Little did I know that this Christmas wasn't going to be as nice as planned.

Alice and Edward Cullen were siblings. They both gained their perfect, beautiful face from their mother Esme. She was, honestly, the most beautiful woman I had ever seen. Even now, when she was almost 40 years old. Carlisle was really handsome, but Edward really had his mother's face. Beautiful, pale skin, light bronze hair and big emerald eyes with black long eye-lashes.

Rosalie Hale was another beautiful girl. She was dating Emmett McCarty, and they lived together. Jasper Hale and Alice were dating too. They had their own cute apartment near Edward's. Rosalie and Emmett's house was not quite as near, but it didn't matter.

And I, Bella Swan, lived alone, just like Edward. We were planning on moving together, but we Edward said he didn't want to rush things and I agreed.

We hadn't seen each other in two weeks. That's a long time, I know. I had called him a few times, but he was busy. He always sounded a little bit angry if he answered, but yeah maybe it was the stress.

I was standing in front of his door, searching for the key Edward had given me a few weeks ago. I hoped Edward wasn't too stressed right now – being the son of the best doctor in town meant that he was going to be a doctor too. And we were pretty young, something around 20, Edward had to study really hard. But since it was Christmas time, maybe he would take it easy.

I finally found the key and opened the door. I could hear classical music and I wanted to hear it better. The noises of the wind disappeared when I closed the door.

I checked all the normal rooms like kitchen, living room and even the bathroom. I couldn't find his so I walked to his bedroom. Not there either. There was one room left, I thought. A bedroom for guests. It was upstairs, so I climbed the stairs and looked around in the dark house.

I walked quietly to the guest room door. I could hear strange noises inside the room. Maybe it was just the storm – it was getting pretty wild outside. The electronic things were switching off by themselves and suddenly it was all dark. Only a few candles were giving some light and warmth to the house.

But when I opened the bedroom door, I felt my face go paler than it already was, my heart sank and I could feel sweat rising to my forehead and back. Edward was in the bed. Not sleeping though. There, under Edward, kissing him, touching him was Tanya, Carlisle's friend's daughter. Edward moaned loudly and Tanya hissed in pleasure. I was frozen to my place. I just couldn't move.

"Oh, Edward, ah... Edward.... Edward!" she screamed.

And then it really sank in my brain.

My boyfriend was having sex with another woman.

I backed off, - tears were making my vision blurry - and closed the door, maybe a little too loudly because Edward and Tanya's moaning stopped and I heard Edward getting up.

"Eddie, come back", Tanya whined. The footsteps were getting louder, and Edward was right behind the door.

"I'll be right back, babe."

I ran. I ran downstairs, I ran to the door.

Fucking hell, I thought. The door wouldn't open. I was too windy, stormy, and there was snow everywhere, and it would be too hard to even stand a second in that weather. I cried helplessly as I took my cell phone from my pocket. Edward was walking down the stairs. He was wearing only his boxers.

"Is anybody there?" he yelled. I sank to the floor and cried.

"Who the fuck ... B-Bella?" his voice sounded horrified yet a bit confused as he recognized me.

My hands were shaking as I dialed Alice's number. I wasn't sure if I was able to talk, but I had to try. I couldn't deal with Edward now! He had cheated on me and there was no way in hell I was going to forgive him. Not after this.

Edward seemed frozen to his place. Alice, please answer, I prayed.

"...Bella?" I heard her voice from the other line. "Bel...la, Bella?"

"Yes, Alice... Alice? Do you hear me?" I asked. I was starting to hyperventilate.

"I can't-- hear- can't- too--" the line went dead. Oh shit, the storm was making it impossible to use phones.

And here I was, in Edward's house without any chance of getting out.

"Bella?" Edward asked hesitating. "This is not.... I mean... You..."

"Stop. I don't want to hear it", I cried. "What the hell were you thinking? Edward, we were supposed to spend this Christmas together with our friends! You ruined everything Edward! Leave me alone!" I screamed as I was thinking where I should go in the house so I wouldn't have to see him or Tanya.

"Oh, Bella", I heard a nasally voice say. I looked up and saw Tanya standing half way the stairs. She was smirking at me which made me mad.

"Just when we were having fun together with Eddie", she said in a fake-sad tone. She walked down the stairs. She was only wearing strings and bra, and I would have thought she was very beautiful and gorgeous if we weren't in this situation.

She walked behind Edward and snaked her arms around his chest.

"Come, Edward, we shouldn't let that little.... girl interrupt what we just had", she purred sexily. Edward untied Tanya's hands form his torso nervously and looked at me sadly.

"Tanya, stop, this is just one big mistake", he said. Tanya laughed a humorless laugh and snorted.

"Yeah right. It wasn't a big mistake last time."

"What?" I yelled furiously. "What the hell is she talking about Edward?" I could feel more tears running down my cheeks. Edward remained silent. I groaned in frustration and turned around and walked to the living room and sat on a sofa. I took one of the blankets and covered myself – it was getting a little cold.

Tanya and Edward followed, Edward's face held unimaginable sadness, Tanya was smiling cruelly.

They sat on a sofa opposite the one where I was sitting. Tanya was trying to touch Edward every once in a while.

"Tanya, stop", Edward groaned. Tanya smirked evilly.

Again I was frozen to my place. I was getting really nervous. I was betrayed. And I couldn't escape. The silence between the three of us was killing, but no way I was going to speak.

"Maybe we should talk about the situation", Tanya suggested after a while. "Bella dear, I don't want to leave you outside... Maybe we should be honest about everything... About our feelings and such."

She did that to irritate me. I wasn't able to speak, I just cried. I was too weak, I couldn't stop. I was angry, but I cried in front of the two people who made my life turn upside down in one evening.

"Yeah, we should talk", Edward admitted quietly. "Tanya, I want you to know... I love Bella. There is absolutely nothing... anything more between us. This was a mistake."

I just listened.

"But, Edward. You and Bella have been going out, like, two months?"

"Officially", Edward said.

"Yeah whatever. But we had something going on even before Bella moved here."

Yep. I had lived here only a year. But I always thought Edward hated Tanya. I couldn't resist asking, I was too angry.

"When did you first cheat on me, Edward? How many times exactly?" I spat.

"I... Uh... Well.. This was the first time."

"Oh Eddie, why are you lying to Bella if you love her so? What about our time two weeks ago", Tanya said happily. What a whore.

Edward's face paled as I glared at him murderously.

"Bella, did you honestly think that Edward, our little player, would ever change?" Tanya said. That's when Edward snapped. He pushed Tanya away and stood up. Edward had been something like a player, but he had changed... Or so I thought.

"Eddie, what now..."

"Come, Bella", Edward said and grabbed my hand. His grip was too strong for me to even try to struggle against it.

"Once a player, always a player!" Tanya yelled behind.

"Tanya, you stay there", Edward hissed when Tanya tried to follow. I was too angry to be afraid of Edward, but Tanya stopped immediately and backed off to the living room. Edward took me to his bedroom and slammed the door behind him.

He pinned me against the door and leaned so near that I couldn't get away. I could almost smell Tanya's nasty perfume from him.

"Bella", he started. "I'm really sorry for all of this."

"Yeah right! Take your hands of f me!" I said angrily. Edward growled angrily.

"You know what?" he snapped. "Maybe if you cared about what I do, we would probably now be happily out, eating or in the movies, or just spending time together! But no. Do you even know what is going on in my life now?"

"So you try to blame me?" I screamed. His grip wasn't so strong anymore so I struggled myself free. "You were always too busy, and we couldn't spend time together! But I don't blame you! Oh, what were you exactly doing, when I always asked you out? Were you fucking whores like Tanya while I thought you were studying – like you always said to me, so you could get a better future?"

My face was red for the screaming and Edward was angrier than ever before.

"Don't be a fucking hypocrite, Bella! What were YOU doing while I studied? I know you have been spending time with Jacob. And don't try to blame me for cheating on you, when you did that too! Because of you and Jacob and his little friends, I thought why wouldn't I spend some time with Tanya too!"

"What?" I screamed. "I would never do that! Even if we were having the biggest fight of our lives, I wouldn't dare to even think about cheating on my boyfriend! Besides, even if I cheated on you "first", it doesn't make you any better of a person if that was your pathetic motive so you could fuck that bitch!"

"Well, when I called Jacob, why did he say you were having sex with him or his friends, huh? I've seen Jacob only a few times, but I have to say I was impressed by his honesty! So why would he lie then? You are a whore", Edward snarled. I was a-taken back.

"First, why didn't you call me first? And second, Jacob is a good guy, he wouldn't lie about that! Never in my life have I slept with Jacob Black or any of his friends", I yelled angrily. Edward sighed in frustration.

"Yes, I called him because I didn't want to deal with you. Jessica from my medical school, who I think is a friend of Jacob, had said something about him and you, so I called him that night and he told how very nice time he had had with you!"

I was confused. Jacob wouldn't ever do that.

"That is a lie. You fucking idiot, why do you believe him, Jessica and Tanya, but not your girlfriend?" I asked crying. "I do like Jacob, but only as a friend. Why did you sleep with Tanya was something so stupid, why would you sleep with her if you thought I had done the same?"

"It's not the only reason", he yelled. "You were never there, like I already said. I needed company, the feeling of somebody near me, and since you wouldn't do that, I knew Tanya was available."

"You're the one who was always busy!" I started screaming again. "You could have at least called me! How would I have known that you needed me, when each time I called you you were 'studying'! Look, I know that, recently we haven't spent a lot of time together. But Edward, this was unforgivable. You can't blame me. You can't. And the second this storm ends I'm going to call Jacob and ask him whether he lied to you or not."

Edward was breathing hard, and his eyes held so much fury that I wondered how I managed to not be afraid of him. The rain was hitting the roof and it sounded like they were stones falling from the sky rather than just water.

Suddenly we heard a thump as Tanya screamed.

We ran to where she was, and found her sitting on the floor.

"What's the matter?" Edward asked dryly. Maybe he really didn't care for Tanya – not that it would save our relationship. But it gave me satisfaction though.

"The... the coffee machine gave me an electric shock!" Tanya whimpered. I laughed humorlessly.

"Seriously, Tanya", I said her name with so much hatred I could. "You're too dumb for your own good."

"Fuck off, bitch!" she screamed. "You can't even satisfy your boyfriend, so who are you to talk to me!"

Okay, that woman's brains must've gotten more damaged by the shock – if that's even possible.

"Oh really", I looked down at her. "But at least I'm not whoring around!"

I couldn't even cry anymore. The anger part of the feeling of betrayal had passed, and now I was only feeling hate, disdain. No more tears, I told myself. Not in front of these people.

Edward looked like he didn't care if we fought or not. Tanya got up with shaking legs, and straightened her hair.

"Swan", she spat. "I hope you feel horrible. If you weren't here now, I would be in paradise."

"Oh, you like it when you get fucked by a man who I know respects shit more than you?"

"Shut up!" she screamed and started pulling me by hair. Oh great, a cat fight huh?

I tried to kick her off, but she wouldn't budge. She was using her too long nails, scratching my skin. That girl knew how to make a human bleed, literally. There were small marks on my hands, and the crimson liquid started pouring out.

"Ew! Don't ruin my clothes!" Tanya spat. Oh, now I realized she had a t-shirt on. Oh and by the way it was Edward's.

I was feeling weak – blood made me feel like this. Slowly I sat down on the cold kitchen floor, and pulled my legs against my small body. I breathed in and out, trying to stay conscious. Edward sat down next to me.

"Bella?" he asked hesitantly, though anger, frustration and all these feelings were still clear in his voice. "Do you... need something?"

"You should know", I mumbled weakly yet angrily. Didn't he remember the only thing I needed was time, and maybe a glass of water.

"Tanya", Edward said suddenly as he tried to take a look at my hands. "Give me a glass of cold water. And then bring me my first aid bag."

"Are you trying to say that there are bacteria under my nails?" she asked stupidly. "And why would I care if she faints or not. Leave her there, we could always go back to your bedroom."

"Tanya, shut the fuck up! Bring me the stuff I need or then leave!" Edward roared. Tanya huffed and went to get the bag.

"I'm so sorry", Edward whispered. "So sorry for everything. I should have thought first."

"That's not going to save us", I muttered. "Do you honestly believe an apologize will fix everything?"

"Of course not. But let me look at your hands."

"Yeah, your little lover made sure not to mess with her", I said sarcastically as Edward roughly took my hands from around my legs and body.

"She means nothing to me. You have to believe it", he said. Tanya came back then.

"Thanks", Edward muttered as she handed him the bag. Tanya smiled sweetly. "Anything for you, Edward."

"Bella, it looks like your relationship with Edward isn't going to work if he thinks so lowly of you", Tanya sneered. "I mean, the whole Jacob thing."

"And how do you know so much about it?" I asked.

"Bella, Bella Bella... I was there with Eddie, when you weren't... I didn't actually care if he used me just to forget you... Oh, Edward we so totally have to do the thing again, the one when you-"

"Shut up Tanya, just shut up!" Edward screamed and his grip around my bleeding hand tightened. I was just about to say something, but Edward continued. "Could you please leave? And it's not going to happen again. Ever." Edward started weeping the blood off my hands.

"I won't leave", Tanya spat back. "I said I didn't care if you used me or not. But no way in hell I'm going to leave now. I think Bella needs to know more dirty details."

"What 'dirty details'!" Edward hissed. "It was just a misunderstanding. Good bye."

"Oh let me talk", Tanya said. "I want to explain the whole situation, to make sure our little Bella understands too."

I glared at her, and she smiled.

"So, if I got it right, it all started when Edward was too busy to spend time with Bella, and every time Edward was free Bella was busy. And then, you both thought you were, like avoiding each other, right?"

Was it really that? Had I been busy? I couldn't remember a single time that I had rejected Edward's company.

"Then Edward heard from the gossip queen Jessica that Bella and Jacob had had sex", at that I shuddered, "which I'm not sure if it's true or not." She smiled at me sweetly.

"Edward seemed to buy it, since he thought it made sense because you two hadn't had real time together in a long time. Edward he called me, asked me to come. And that happened two weeks ago. But after we had had sex – that we both admitted was the greatest we had ever had", Tanya looked at me smiling stupidly, "- Edward called Jacob. And we are now still in the same day Jessica told the news to Edward.

"So, Edward dialed his number and I was right next to him. Jacob answered. Edward asked him straight, that had he and Bella have sex. And we heard Jacob and some other men laugh and say something like this: 'yeah, Bella really is something. Thanks for sharing! My friends would like to fuck her too, so if you don't mind...' And you know what Bella? We heard you from the background. You were screaming 'Jacob!' and it sounded like you were in the middle of something... very dirty. And then Jacob switched off the phone.

"Me and Edward continued our wild night together. Ah, Edward. You were so amazing... Even my dance teacher is nothing compared to you", Tanya laughed. What. A. Fucking. Whore.

"A few days after the phone call, when I was here with Edward, Edward found an envelope. There was a picture of you and one of Jacob's friends, and he wasn't wearing almost anything, and you were wearing just your underwear. And a t-shirt. So you really had been whoring around. We had evidence.

"And now, in this same evening, Edward and I thought you were being fucked by Jacobs friends, so we decided to have some fun. Edward! Edward, we didn't have time to use the stuff I brought along", Tanya said almost horrified. "I bought them just for us babe..."

Edward let go of my hands – he had finished with them. After an awkward silence, after repeating in my head what I was going to say, I spoke.

"Well isn't this funny. After Jacob started drinking again – two weeks ago – I haven't even seen him again. Yeah, he used to drink but promised to stop when we realized we were actually good friends. And the night you called Jacob, he was so drunk with his friends. Edward, you know what? When I screamed Jacob's name, I tried to call him for help since he was a friend. His friend was trying top rape me."

Again the tears were running down my cheeks. Oh shit. Edward's face paled and he tried to walk towards me, but I put my hand in the air as a sign to stop.

He stood up and looked at Tanya, disgusted.

"Eddie, what's wrong?" Tanya asked.

"Somehow I've got the feeling you knew about this", Edward hissed, sarcasm pure in his tone.

"What do you mean, babe?" Tanya asked innocently.

"Just.... I know you Tanya. I know you. This sounds just like you. Who did you hire to take a photo of Bella?"

"And", I said before Tanya could say anything. "How come I was always busy when Edward tried to call, huh? I never got any calls from Edward."

Edward looked at me, confused.

"But... What the fuck did your text messages mean then?"

"Edward! Wake up, idiot If there is somebody behind this all, stealing my cell phone shouldn't be a big problem!"

Tanya snickered. I turned my head towards her. "What's so funny? Do you enjoy this?"

"Yeah, I actually do. I got what I wanted. Edward and Bella... You are both so easy to fool! You don't belong together if you're ready to believe that shit of each other, like, so soon."

"Tanya... I knew it!" Edward roared. "Could you please explain who are Jessica, Jacob and his friends?"

Did Jacob really know about his? If he did.... well good-bye to that friendship. I'm glad we hadn't known each other longer than like a month.

"Yeah", I muttered. "I would like to know too."

"Why don't we wait until tomorrow? Let's call them here, so they can talk."