Normality

by benihime.chan

Ichigo's Views on the change in his life after the fight with Aizen.

Normality,

it's all i ever wanted.

I didn't want to be the one who could see spirits; I didn't want to be involved with the supernatural.

I hated this "gift" that got my mother killed, denied it even.

Yet now that i am like any other person in the world,

i miss it.

I miss the looks from strangers when i seemed to be taking too thin air.

I miss the satisfaction of helping someone cross over.

But most of all, i miss the presence that was always in the back of my mind.

I miss Zangetsu.

He was with me from my first kill to the day i took on Aizen.

We were partners.

Now that he is gone, i feel so alone.

I can no longer feel the comforting weight on my back, assuring me that i can fight another day.

With ought him I feel helpless, useless.

I am just like any other person on the street, and i hate it.

I might have wanted normality, but i crave the supernatural.