Hush, Little Baby

By: Neko-chan



A/N: Very first YnM ficu! *cheers and blatantly ignores those who are groaning in annoyance/fear/despair/etc.* Anyway, this ficu will be combining elements of the manga, anime, and my twisted little imagination. Ph34r, little readers. Ph34r. D

~Chapter One is a teaser! Future chapters _will_ get much longer!

Summary: Tsuzuki's been hiding a little secret from everyone else...

WARNING: Shounen-ai and Yaoi. Pairings will differ because I enjoy corrupting you all so. ^_^

DISCLAIMER: *pines after YnM* Once you see Hisoka and Tsuzuki finally engage in a _really_ nice and _really_ long make-out session, then you'll all know that I've finally taken control of the anime and manga industry. Until then, all I'm capable of doing is brainwashing you all into making me the Empress of the World. =^_^=





Chapter One

Cold...

So cold...

Everything around him was so cold and empty and... Everything around him was _dead_. And he killed it all. He didn't mean to--he had never meant to--but everything he touched, he killed. Everything he tried to protect, ended up dead and crying, fading away within his arms. He couldn't protect anything.

He couldn't save anything.

He was... worthless.

And he wanted it to end all over again.

He slowly slid to his knees, covering his face, and sobbing. Great cries wracked his body--but he couldn't stop. Once he started, he wasn't able to stop until he was bled dry. He shuddered----again and again and again, he shuddered. This time, he didn't think it was possible _to_ stop.

Great black wings unfurled from his back, engulfing him and hiding him away from the rest of the world. He was safe here, protected and warm--but he still couldn't stop crying. Not even here could he stop crying.

It was once said that a monster couldn't cry tears of remorse, of pain.

Tsuzuki proved that wrong.