Would it help if I knew myself better?
People say they know me but I know they don't.
I have a monster in me, I killed my mom when I was born.
My dad hates me and I don't even see him only about one or two times a year.
My brother and sister they say they love me but I know they don't, they think I don't notice but I do they try so hard to hide it but their trying to avoid me.
When I was little I thought my Uncle understood me, and he did, but my dad told him to kill me.
He said I would be strong but I would be by myself but I would have my siblings.
I said to myself that I would have nobody and I meant it.
Me and what I had left of a family went to Kahona to take an exam that's when I meet him.
People ignore him too. They treat him like he's not even there, he had no family to start out with but I feel like I know him.
I found out from the way he fights when he's at full power when his whiskers on his face spread out that he has a monster in him too. The Nine Tailed Fox.
He makes me feel like I know myself, but through him. He gives meaning to the tattoo on my forehead, 'Love' that's what they call it.
Naruto makes me feel fuzzy inside and I can never look at him I always have to look away or I always have a mad face on.
He doesn't seem to notice how I look at him and that's good for me.
He said that he wants to be Hokage and when he makes a promise that he never gives up on that promise he said that that's his Shinobi way.
That's probably why he's been gone on missions and gone for 3 years out of those 3 year I've become the Kazakage and has a lot of work to do, papers on top of papers, when I'm going to my room I think of him and sleep on the memories of him.
I heard that he came back and he has a new outfit I've tried so many times to sneak out every single time I've been caught either by Kankaro, Temari or the guards that stand just outside village.
My name is Gaara and I have a crush on Naruto Uzumaki a ninja of the village hidden in the leaves.