A

You've been activated. The words should make her happy, but the look on Michael's face makes her blood run cold.

B

She got the butterfly when she was seventeen. She was naive enough to think that she was a changed person.

C

One wrong move, one wrong glance, and the house of cards that she's built with Nikita will come tumbling down.

D

The moment Michael told her that she was dead, it felt as if a huge weight had been lifted. She thought she was free.

E

Two weeks in, and she's not quite sure who is her enemy and who is her friend anymore.

F

She wasn't a fighter by nature. Sure, she has a mouth on her, but when it comes down to it, the feeling of hitting someone else brings her closer to her childhood than she ever cares to go.

G

There are no gold stars in Division, but Alex is used to the lack of positive reinforcement.

H

Running has become her new drug of choice. It gives her a new kind of high.

I

The only way she will survive is if she turns herself to ice. But there is a piece of her heart that refuses to freeze, and she still feels the pangs of guilt every time she looks in Michael's eyes.

J

As Jade comes toward her, she recognizes the taste for blood in her eyes. She's seen it in the mirror one too many times.

K

A kick to the face lands her on her back, the wind knocked out of her. It's Michael she sees when she wakes up in the infirmary, and she gets a strange sense of de ja vu.

L

Lying has become a reflex for her, the stories slip from her lips. It's as natural as breathing.

M

Michael is nothing like Nikita described. He is warm and caring. She wonders if she'll be able to betray him when it comes down to it.

N

Her relationship with Nikita is complicated. It's somewhere between Obi-Wan and Adolf. Between savior and capture.

O

On her first op, she nearly gets raped. Nikita hadn't prepared her for that. If it hadn't been for Michael, Alex would have been done before she ever started.

P

The panic that constricts her chest is real and consuming, It's the first real emotion she's shown since she's been at Division.

Q

Nikita may have gotten her to quit meth, but she only replaced one drug for another. Hatred is just as intoxicating, and twice as addictive.

R

She worries that once Division is stopped and she has no revenge to keep her going, she won't have anything to live for.

S

She has two saviors now. Nikita rescued her from the dealers and got her clean. Michael rescued her from her phobia. She fell in love with both of them in those moments.

T

Thom is always looking, always watching. She knows that if anyone would find out about her, it would be him.

U

Jade, Michael, Thom, even Nikita- she's using them all for her own agenda, her own revenge.

W

The water scares her. While other kids were learning to swim, she was learning to hustle on the streets.

Y

She's been called beautiful before, but she's never been young.