The day we entered that doctors office I still replay that day in my head over and over hoping and praying that the sentence that left his mouth wasn't what I heard. "Brittany you have cancer " those words still haunt me shaking me to my core .The woman I loved and adored who I spent years in high school denying I loved who I was now married too and proud of as soon as I made her mine , the mother of my child, she was being taken away from me . I mean Brittany was the healthiest person I knew she was kind, gentle, loving. Why her why was god being so cruel I know I wasn't the best person in the world but why was he taking away the one person I loved more than life itself.
Why would god punish me so was it because of all the rotten things I did in high school to Finn, Rachel and everyone else in the population? was it because I'm a lesbian? Me and Brittany were only married for two years we were still planning a future , raising our son who was almost an exact carbon copy of us both and probably having more, growing old together and having grandchildren to spoil rotten before sending them home to their parents. But when that sentence was uttered that horrible day it all went up in smoke before our eyes. Everything we had worked hard to accomplish we had to stop I was a singer and I had stopped touring mostly because of Brittany's pregnancy . Brittany was a dance teacher god I miss seeing her dancing around the living room eventually clumsily landing in my lap or twirling around making our little boy laugh . I loved her so much this was supposed to be our time to write our love story.
Only way to find out why god is being so cruel I have to take a trip down memory lane .