Hello people! So this is my newest fic! It will NOT be more then 2 chapters, but I might make a sequel to it someday.
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Third person.
Tsuna was walking into the school gates when Gokudera called out to him. It was hard to deal with the hot headed man sometimes, but Tsuna was always glad to see him anyway.
Before Gokudera could even get out a good morning to Tsuna, Lambo came running into the school grounds, a pissed off Ipin hot on his tail. They both ran right over the top of Gokudera's head, and needless to say, he was Not going to let that slide.
Before Tsuna knew what was happening, bombs, grenades, gyoza fists and bazooka's were flying. It didn't take long for them to destroy half the school. Lambo was quickly finished off by Ipin, who dragged him away muttering in broken Japanese and shaking her head in what seemed like disgust. Gokudera just looked at Tsuna, who stood frozen in horror as Hibari walked briskly over towards them, tonfas in hand.
"Hiee! Please wait Hibari-San! " Tsuna begged, ducking out of the way of a blow to his left.
Gokudera started throwing bombs at Hibari, making the situation all that much worse.
Hibari spun around, grabbing Gokudera before he could fire off anymore bombs and with godlike speed, knocked the other male out. He looked at Tsuna.
"I'm taking him. Since you do not wish to be bitten to death, you should not intervene. I will not kill him. "
and with those unsettling words, while Tsuna stood frozen in his new found horror, Hibari dragged Gokudera away.
GOKUDERA POV
When I woke up I could not remember anything other then that bastard hitting me in the neck. It fucking stung like hell! "finally awake are we?"
I looked over to see that bastard, Hibari Kyouya sitting in front of me. Naked... NAKED?
"What the hell are you doing you fucking freak?" I tried to sit up, to find myself tied to the bed with Hibari's Vongola gear handcuffs... I looked down to see that I was naked as well. As I took in the situation again, I stuttered in horror.
"H- Hibari, what is this?"
He smirked and came over to me, leaning in and kissing my neck, sucking slowly on the base of my neck before biting hard enough to draw blood.
I screamed, clenching my fists.
"Damn it! Let me go!" I spat out, my breath heavy.
"Not a chance. I am going to teach you once and for all that destroying my school will get you punished. And since I can not kill you. I am going to do something just as bad."
He said, smirking, and continued as he felt me gulp.
"I am going to fuck you, Gokudera Hayato."
I gasped in horror- this could not be happening! "Hibari! Damn it this isn't funny!" I screamed, paling as Hibari ran his hand down my body and grabbed onto my member, squeezing it hard. I gasped again and then bit my lip, keeping myself from begging for him to stop any more then I had already.
I was not going to let this raping bastard get the best of me. I may be a virgin, but that won't change anything. I will not give him what he wants!
He began rubbing my cock slowly, his thumb pressing into the tip, making me hotter then should have been possible. He smirked as pre cum started coming out of me.
"Oh? Are you getting hot already, Gokudera." he moved his hand harder up and down, fucking me until I was drawing my own blood to keep from cumming.
But my resistance was short lived, and I finally couldn't hold on anymore. Soon, I was completely at his mercy.
/
When I woke up my back hurt like hell. My arms and legs where no longer tied up, thankfully, but they were covered in bruises from the hand cuffs. I noticed that I had been covered in a blanket and as I looked around the room I saw Hibari sitting in the corner, looking out the window of whatever god forsaken place he had taken me to.
I didn't want to try to think about what happened.
Didn't want to remember how he had taken me. How painfully brutal it was. How much menace was in his movements. For gods sake, the bastard didn't even prepare me!
I sat up. Standing as best I could while trying not to pass out from the ridiculous amount of pain my lower body was in.
Hibari looked over at me as I was getting dressed, his eyes holding something I never thought I would see from him.
Regret.
I didn't wait to hear what ,if anything, he had to say about it.
I couldn't tell the Tenth, and I wasn't gonna go to the police, or anybody else.
He used protection. And its not like im some girl who thinks sex is some magical hay ride.
I get it was a punishment. I do.
But damn it. That bastard, why the hell did he have to punish me that way!
Why couldn't he just bite me to death like always! Why the hell did he have to rape me!
Why the hell did he have to do this!
I walked out of the room as quickly as I could manage, not looking back, not stopping, and not allowing anyone to see the tears falling from my eyes.
/
HIBARI"S POV.
I walked home as quickly as I could, not looking back.
I was the head of discipline in Namimori. It was my job to make sure rapes didn't happen, and yet I myself, committed one.
I had wanted him for years. Ever since he first came into the school.
He was pale, well toned, with the most amazing eyes I have ever seen. I liked the fact that he was a "Say what you mean and mean what you say", kind of guy.
He was strong, not stronger then me, but who was? And of course, he was the most loyal person I had ever seen, even if only to that herbivore...
Still, it is no secret to me that I have been in love with him from the moment I had seen him walking into the school, crushing a cigarette in the process. It was the most disrespectful and yet the most beautiful sight I had ever seen.
And yet, I did something as horrible to him as that. I took him from the person he wanted to protect, hurt him, tied him up, played with his body, and then, I raped him.
I felt regret the moment I heard his voice, the way it hitched in agony as I made him cum, the desperation in his eyes as he looked at me, the expressive emerald eyes only showing intense pain, like he was dying. Dying from what I was doing to him, from what I had just done.
But he didn't cry, because he too has pride, and because I have no control, because I am no better then the monsters I have helped to kill or arrest, I pressed into him. The moment I did was pure bliss, until I realized that he was a virgin, until I heard his voice break into a strangled call of pain and betrayal. I had tried to hurry, tried to finish quickly, but the more I rushed the worse his pain got, and by the time it was over, his body was trembling in fear and pain..
I couldn't even make myself speak to apologize, because the shame and pain I felt from hurting him was too much to take. I couldn't even breathe.
/
GOKUDERA"S POV
I stayed home all week, only texting the tenth once in the mornings, to assure him the fake cold I had dreamed up for myself was nothing for him to concern himself with. My body still hurt, my chest would constrict every now and then, mimicking the pain I had felt that night all over again. I think I probably went through every emotion in the book that week, pain, shame, betrayal, loss, fear, anger, more anger, and finally I had excepted what he did to me. Not because I wanted to, but because my mind would have broken if I didn't stop myself from thinking of that horrible night.
I even promised the tenth I would return to school tomorrow, Monday. I had skipped for over a week, claiming to be on deaths door and handing the tenth over to Yamamoto's protection. Thankfully no attacks had occurred in my absence, but it was time to return to him. The tenth needed me, and I had to go to him, it was that simple, still. The idea of going to NAMI-Chu was not appealing in the slightest.
/
Next day,
I met the tenth like nothing had happened. He had hugged me, asking me how I was feeling today, and what I had had to eat, offering to cook for me, or have his mom cook for me, if I needed anything. I had just smiled back at him, nodded my head in thanks and lead him to the school gates. The first person I saw when we got to the gate was Hibari, the same expression of guilt and regret splashed across his face the moment he saw me, eyes staring at me in shock before quickly marching over to me. He reached out and grabbed my arm, his eyes never leaving mine.
I flinched instantly at his touch, a prickly feeling coming over my body. I backed away slowly, watching as his face twisted in more pain, more regret.
"G-gokudera-kun? Whats wrong? Are you still sick? Do you n- need to go home?" tenth asked, moving over to me instantly, and placed his hand on my head. A few moments later he was shaking his head at me, seeming displeased.
"Gokudera-kun! You still have a fever, you have to rest at least a little today, ok? I will pick you up later, so can you go to the nurses office?" he asked, looking concerned.
I blinked, not there. Anywhere but here, I cant lay down anywhere near Hibari! What if he decides he liked rape and wanted it again? NO! I CANT DO THAT AGAIN!
" Sorry tenth, I-I can't lay down around Hib-er. I mean... Here... I-I'll go home for the day after all. P-please excuse me!"
and with that I ran as fast as I could away from them. My heart pounding and my cheeks burning, until I couldn't run anymore and had to stop, had to calm down and think clearly. I sat down on a park bench, letting the cool wood distract me from the pain in my chest. It hurt worse then when I lost my mother, even.
The ache would come to me at random times, whenever something would remind me about Hibari or about what had happened almost a week ago. It was the fear that got me most, because I was never afraid of anything. Until now, and it wasn't that I was fearful of Hibari, but rather, I was fearful of what he might do to punish me next..
I felt a cold hand touch my neck, in the same place as the hickey Hibari had given me, pressing into it gently, as if to wish it away.. I looked up at the offending hand to see him, Hibari had followed me, and I was in too much pain and to paralyzed in fear to move a muscle,
He let go of my neck after a moment, moving slowly around the bench until he was sitting, facing me on the ground, resting on his knees for support. No- No! He can't be thinking about- NOT AGAIN! I was about to scream when he held my hand, his fingers trembling.
Wait.
Hibari Kyouya was... Trembling? I looked at him for a moment, taking in the sight before me,
his eyes were puffy, reddish lines around the edges, indications of lack of sleep, or even tears clearly present. His face was paler then normal, cheeks slightly flushed, lips slightly bitten into, as if he were afraid, and to top it off, his entire body was shaking. And I mean, really shaking.
I blinked in shock as he moved ever so slightly, taking my hands in his before hiding his eyes behind his hair, his voice broke when he finally spoke to me
"Im so sorry. I never wanted to hurt you, I- I don't understand why I allowed myself to act upon my fantasies like that." He took a deep breath before he continued.
" But I will never do such a thing again, so please, don't run from me. Please- don't hate me. "
He said, his voice trembling in time with his hands, face flushed in embarrassment, teeth connecting with his bottom lip, as if to keep himself in reality.. This was Hibari Kyouya?
The man who did such a horrible thing to me? Why the hell is he like this now! I- I should be the one shaking! Wait.. I-im not shaking.. even though he's touching me. The pain's gone, too...
why?
"why?" I asked, letting my hands relax under his.
He looked up, his eyes slightly gleaming over, as though he had been about to cry.
"Because I am pathetically in love with you. I couldn't stop myself, I-im so sorry, Hayato."
he said, his voice barely a whisper.
I gasped, the confession forcing me to forgo my pride as I allowed tears to roll down my cheeks. He stood up, eyes alarmed, as I spoke, my voice hitching.
"Then why did you rape me! If you love me, why the hell did you have to do it so violently! You were so- so angry! So cruel, even if it was by f-force, you nearly broke my body! i- It was my first time! " I exclaimed, my pain and frustration having finally boiled over.
I heard him gasp at my words, and then his hands held mine, tenderly, as he spoke again.
"Broke? I- I was being that rough?" he asked, his voice breaking with each word. I felt soft drops of warm water hitting my hands. And looked up into Hibari's eyes, he was crying, too.
He leaned up, never letting his eyes leave mine, and very slowly touched my face. He leaned in, whispering softly.
"Please, let me atone for what I did to you. You can even rape me, anything. Just don't hurt anymore. I may harm weak herbivores, be the biggest bastard in the world, hate most other humans, and bite people to death on a hourly basis, but I do not want to hurt you. "
I blinked, allowing him to wipe away one of my tears, his fingers were still shaking.
I cleared my throat, the beating of my heart telling me that he had somehow managed to make me care for him despite the horrible things he did just a week ago. He was being too gentle. To sincere, to kind for me to hate him. I felt like I was the only person in the world, or at least, the only person in his. And for the life of me I couldn't push the bastard away, so I just leaned back and let him cry as long as he wished.
/
"Oi, Hibari how long are you gonna sob already! Its been a fucking hour for gods sake!" I said, my patience long gone after close to an hour of stares from passers by and mumbled apologies from Hibari. Enough was enough!
Hibari moved away from my shoulder , where he had been crying for nearly an hour now, and quickly looked at me. His eyes comically red and puffy. I forced myself not to burst out laughing.
"Sorry Goku-" I cut him off, it was creepy, seeing this guy apologize.
"Enough! I get it, alright? I forgive you so stop fucking blubbering already!" I all but shouted, surprising myself and Hibari with my statement. Forgiveness has never been a strong point for me. But as I quickly processed what I had said I realized that somewhere between the constant sobs and shaking that was so NOT Hibari, I had, in fact, forgiven him.
" Thank you. I will defiantly keep my word. The next time I touch you, it will be because you want me too." he said, his lips turned up slightly in the corners.
I blushed and quickly turned my face down, in a poor attempt to hide it. But Hibari was to fast, he grabbed my face and pulled my chin up until he could look into my eyes, my face still flushed like a tomato.
"I love you, Hayato." he said, eyes reverting back to their more serious appearance that he had shown me so many times before. I felt myself smile for a brief moment before I pushed his hand away. I might have slight feelings for him, but he was not getting off with what he did that easily. I will make sure he works for it next time... Next time? damn it! Stupid fucking heart!
/
next day.
Hibari's POV
I woke up with the birds, listening to the quite chirping for a while before I decided to move. It was 6am and I needed to be to Hayato's house by seven. I had all but forced him to tell me where he lived yesterday all in the hopes of having a few blissful moments alone with him this morning. I know full well that he will be with that annoying brown haired herbivore, but that didn't mean I could not walk with him part way...
I thought about my horrible behavior yesterday while I showered. I had known that he would be upset with me, after all he had skipped school for a entire week just to avoid me... So when he pulled away from my touch I should not have been so hurt by it.. but I was. I forced myself to move when I saw him running away from me, despite the shock I was in from his reaction. Chasing him through Namimori until he finally collapsed on a park bench. When I saw the look on his face, the faint hint of the love bite I had left on his neck... I felt sick to my stomach. I touched him without thinking, wishing for the stupid mark to be gone. When he met my eyes and didn't run away I was more relieved then I could ever remember being before. I decided then and there that I would give him my pride to make up for the horrible things I had done to him. Before I knew it I was making the most embarrassing confession in history, and I had cried for at least an hour too... Pathetic.
/
by the time I had gotten dressed in my usual school uniform I was shaking. Worrying about Hayato's reaction to my uninvited arrival at his door so early in the morning. Worried that he had decided to not forgive me after all. I couldn't blame him for that, I certainly wouldn't be able to do so. I continued thinking about all the ways this idea could go wrong as I walked to his home, just a short distance from my own. I walked up the stair case and over to apartment 59, the last one on the second floor. The place looked even more run down during the day time, the darkness from last night gone to reveal the chipped paint and falling down sign on the front of the place.. He was much better then this rat whole.
I knocked on the door three times, took a step back, and tried to remind myself to be calm. He did not need to see me getting violent today.. I had to make a better impression.
/
Gokudera's POV!
I woke up to some bastard banging on my door. I checked my alarm clock, it was only 6:45 am. I had 15 blissful more minutes of sleep until this bastard started banging! I stood up after the third offensive knock and all but ran into the living room, cussing all the way.
I swung the door open as soon as I reached it, ready to lay into whoever the hell it was when I saw him. There, on my front porch stood Hibari Kyouya. He looked me up and down while I took in the scene before me. Realizing that he must have come here to pick me up for school way to fucking early, when he smirked and commented in a barely audible voice.
"Wow. I think you might need to put more on, the next time you answer the door Hayato."
I looked down, realizing that I had on nothing but my boxers, in front of Hibari... Crap!
"S-Shut up! I don't need you telling me that! A-anyway, why the hell are you here!" I said, forcing the blush off my cheeks as I moved back inside, making sure to leave the door ajar so he knew to follow me.
I heard the door close a few seconds later, and then Hibari was there, his arms on my shoulders.
I gasped but otherwise didn;t move. Unsure as to what he was doing.
"I thought you'd be up by now, Hayato. Or at least more fully dressed. After all, school starts at 8:15 sharp." he all but purred into my ear, I closed my eyes for a minute before moving away and speaking as calmly as I could manage. "The tenth doesn't like to get there to early, he wakes up at 7:30 and I pick him up at 7:50, to allow him time to get ready!" I said defensively as I pulled on the nearest shirt I could find, scanning the rooms for pants as I spoke.
I felt his eyes on me the entire time.
"Hn. Pretty brave of him. One day he will end up bitten to death for his late arrivals. " he said, his eyes playful when I reentered the room, fully clothed this time. He seemed to twitch a bit as he noticed the wrinkled shirt I had on... it was my uniform shirt, worn with blue jeans, belts, tennis shoes and my rings.. I smirked.
"So, what now? Should we walk to the tenths house early, or do you want something to eat first?" I asked, watching his eyes stare at me in what could only be described as shock. Funny how Hibari Kyouya could have so many different expressions around me.. it almost felt nice.
"Hn. Why don't we eat out, then? It takes less time. " he reasoned, not giving me any time to respond as he walked over to the door and opened it, turning back to smirk at me when I didn't follow fast enough.
I sighed, already caught up in his pace as I walked over to the door, grabbing my wallet from the table and my cell phone, tossing them into my bag and locking the door behind us.
Hibari just kept smirking the entire way out of the apartment.
/
HIBARI
I walked silently beside Hayato as he made his way to the closest diner. Watching as his hair seemed to glow in the morning light, like a silver halo around his head. I tried not to look at his body, mostly because my own body would no doubt react to it and that would be the worst thing for me to do after he had given me the chance to eat with him, and two. Because his disrespect of the uniform of My school was enough to make my blood boil and I would sooner hit myself then him. I had hurt him enough already.
He stopped suddenly, taking me by surprise as I nearly crashed into him. He turned around slowly, his eyes guarded but kind, almost as if he had known of my worries. "This is the place. Best coffee in town." He said, opening the door and eying me suspiciously when I didn't follow fast enough. I forced myself to smile as I waked into the diner, it was older then most of the buildings in town, with round red windows and black benches.. I could see why he liked it, it matched his style to a T. We walked up to the counter to order, Hayato jumping in for me instead of allowing me time to look at the poorly placed menu.. How could he deem this place worthy enough for his business? "Two Mocha's, double shot, no whip. And two combo meals."
A combo meal? Disgusting, was he expecting me to eat such a thing, or worse... Allow him to eat such a thing?
"Oi, lets go. They bring it to your table here." He said, as if I often patronized such places. He lead me to the far back of the restaurant, where only one booth could be seen amongst a surprising amount of plants. I did not like the look of this.
"Hibari, can I ask you something?" He said, looking at me from the seat opposite mine, I nodded as I took my place. I was prepared for this talk. I knew he would have questions. And I knew he would want me to explain. I just didn't think he would bring me to a public place to ask them, wait... Was he that afraid of me? I sighed as I waited for his questions. Surely they would not be pleasant ones.
GOKUDERA
"So how long have you L-loved me?" I asked, forcing myself to start with the easiest one first. I would need caffeine in me before I could ask him the others, and as he seemed to be equally worried about my questions, I decided to give him a break, for now.
I watched him blink at me multiple times before he responded, his eyes hidden in his hair.
"Three years." He murmured, his voice barely audible, cheeks red.
I blinked. What?
"What?" I heard myself say, my voice comically shocked.
He looked up at me, connecting our eyes in a intense gaze.
"You walked into the school on your first day, stubbing out a Cigarette and leaving the butt on the ground. You saw me, Hayato. But you just glared at me, flipped me the bird, and walked into the building. It was the most annoying and the most attractive sight I had ever seen." he breathed, his hands shaking slightly on the table, eyes filled with an emotion that could only be called one thing.
Love.
The bastard was serious.
I felt myself blush at the way he was looking at me, the look of love turning more heated, needy, by the minute. When the waiter came with our coffee and food, I realized I hadn't drawn a breath for nearly a minute. I had been too caught up in his eyes. The normally stoic expression melted, the once terrifying prefect looking at me with love. It was enough to make you forget to breathe.
I looked down at my food, fried eggs, fish, miso soup. It was this places take on Japanese breakfasts. I concentrated on taking a bite of the fish, forcing myself to think about something other then Hibari. I was Not willing to l-love him! I could not let him get off so easily.
"Hayato." Hibari said, his voice thick, almost concerned.
I looked up at him in slight alarm, noticing the strained and worried expression he had plastered on his face.
"What?" I asked, forcing myself back into my facade, no need to show myself to him. To be more vulnerable to him...
"Are you- would you like me to- l-leave you alone?" he asked, his face paler then usual.
I replied without thinking.
"No. why the hell would I?" I said, raising my eyebrows in slight alarm. And then Hibari did something I never thought possible.
He smiled.
It was the most amazing thing I had ever seen- I felt like the world stopped for several minutes.
HIBARI POV
I could not stop the smile from spreading across my face when Hayato said that. I had been sure he would reject me for what I had done to him. Possibly even report me to the police for the crime I had committed against him. But instead, he was willing to talk to me. To eat with me, and to allow me to stay with him. It was the best feeling I could have imagined possible.
I watched as his face lit up with a bright blush before turning his gaze to his food and taking several bites of egg before slamming down all of his miso soup. He looked up at me while I watched him eat, seeming to study the way I ate my meal. Finally he spoke again, his voice comically determined.
"So, you liked me this whole fucking time. But you never said anything? Then you suddenly decide to do that to me? Then confess... Did you think I would accept you because of- of that?"
He asked, looking embarrassed, but determined to hear my answer.
I put my chopsticks down and took a deep breath. I had to answer him, it was only fair.
"It's not like that. I-I knew you would never think of another man – especially one who often bite's you and your friends to death- in that sort of way. You have too much pride, like myself. You would never consider loving another man." I stopped to draw a quick breath before I continued, looking up at him to see his intent expression. He was listening, then.
"That is why I did not tell you about my feelings. I do admit that it was a sudden action. I normally do not allow myself to lose control of my emotions, but that day- When you stood between that herbivore and I- siding with him yet again.. I just snapped. I wanted to badly to claim you, mark you as my own and no one else's, that I acted without thinking about the consequences, or your feelings. "
I stopped again to measure his expression. It was a mixture of rage and if I am reading it correctly, understanding...?
"I confessed so that at least you would know- I love you. I did a horrible thing, but i- I did it because I could not control my feelings for you any longer. I wanted you to know that- that what I did came from love. Even if it was wrong."
I bowed my head in shame, ready to hear curses or feel a fist hit my face.
Instead I felt a warm, slightly calloused hand reach out to rest on my own.
GOKUDERA
I don't know why I reached out for him. Or why the look of shame on his face physically hurt me. But I knew I needed to stop his pain, and so I placed my hand onto his slightly outstretched one. He looked up at me, his expression conveying first shock, then confusion before I finally settled on something slightly bitter sweet, but still loving. Very very loving.
"I-I still think your a complete ass for what you did. But im not a girl, and im not going to hate you for it. If you swear never to do that again- i-I'll consider dating you. Maybe. "
I said, my face flushing yet again. I heard his instant shock as he released a gasp of surprise before standing up and pulling me up with him. He tossed his cash on the table and walked out of the diner, not looking at me until we got outside.
"What?" I asked, slightly curious.
He looked at me, finally. To revel a huge smile on his face and a dusting of pink on his cheeks.
He leaned into me slightly, connecting our eyes in an intense gaze before he spoke. Eyes very serious.
"I promise. I will never do that to you again. So- please go out with me?"
I smirked and nodded. Surprising myself at the emotions I felt for him. When he had completely stripped me of my pride once already, but then again. Wasn't it the cloud who tames the storm?
He leaned closer, closing the distance between our lips. It was gentle at first, hesitant, but once I kissed back he took more control over it. Biting my lip just enough to receive a small gasp from me, which he used to press his tongue into my mouth.
He tasted good, and his cold hands on my neck felt nice. I leaned into him, allowing our bodies to press into one another while our tongues fought for control. He won, but I think I put up a damn good fight.