So this here is going to be well…let's just say if you are a Cake fan then…yeah Enjoy! Remember Cake fans you HAVE BEEN WARNED!
Too Wild of a Ride
Clare's POV
(Earlier that day)
I thought my life would get so much easier after moving on from Eli. I thought that dating Jake would make me happier.
He is literally the perfect prince charming image to me. And they always say that child connections make the perfect match. Jake is a great guy. He is cute, gentle, sweet, funny, and so many other amazing things! I feel no pressure when I am around him, and each moment we share together is like we are floating on cloud nine.
(Later on that evening)
How could I let this happen to me? I'm barley 16. I just made the worst possible mistake. I never even loved him. We have only been a couple for three weeks. THREE WEEKS!
I laid there on my bed not even tired. Wide awake to be exact. I felt tears roll down my cheeks. I looked down at my abstinence ring, and twisted it off. I placed it on my nightstand, and rolled over to my side of the bed.
I Clare Diana Edwards…lost my virginity. To Jake Martin.
I laid there and continued to softly sob. This was not supposed to happen! This happened all because I let my dumb teenage hormones get the best of me.
Jake and I were just lying on my bed having our typical make out session. Things were definitely heating up between us. There was a lot of touching, lips to skin, and much more intimacy that made me melt. But we both got so caught up in this, so caught up that in less than 3 minutes all of our clothes were stripped off. Luckily Jake did use a condom, but this wasn't the sweet love making I always dreamt of sharing with Jake or even Eli. It was sex. It was NOTHING like I thought it would be.
My thoughts were interrupted when I felt Jake shift next to me. I had totally forgotten that Jake was lying in my bed with me.
"Clare baby, is everything ok?" Jake cuddled up from behind me and moved one of my curls away from my face.
I tensed up at his touch, but turned around to face him. I smiled a fake smile. "Yyyeah…I'm fine. Why wouldn't I be?" I stuttered, trying to hold back my sad tears.
Jake frowned. "It's just you haven't said anything since we you know…" He gestured at both of us.
"I'm fine Jake." I replied in a somewhat normal voice.
Jake gave me a fake smile back, and kissed my forehead. "Let's go back to sleep." He kissed me again from my forehead down to my neck. He relaxed back into the bed, spooning against me from behind. His arms encircling around my waist, with his hands gently pressed against my bare stomach.
I felt so very uncomfortable in this position. I always had fantasies like this with Jake. I thought that this right here would be the sweetest moment ever, and that losing my virginity to him would be the best thing ever.
Right now I am sore in my abdomen, and between my legs. Sex hurts! I found nothing pleasurable about it. It was awkward, uncomfortable, and afterwards I just didn't want to much less touch him, but not look at him.
I eventually just relaxed into Jake's embrace and just fell asleep. He being a light sleeper couldn't hear me cry myself softly to sleep.
I know this is definitely short! I just can't stand Jake and Clare. I feel that they rushed stuff way too fast, and they just aren't meant to be together. This is somewhat my way of venting some of my feelings out. So if you love Cake please don't trash this, because we are all aloud to have opinions. But I love reviews especially from Eclare shippers! Thanks for reading