Sebastian sat awkwardly at the dinner table. "Im not hungry." Grell said as he stood up and pushed in his chair, walking away with out making eye contact with anyone.
"Is something wrong Grell?" Ronald asked "No Ronald nothing's wrong. Don't worry." Grell said and walked to his room, closing his door. "H-he called me R-Ronald..." Ronald said sadly. "What's wrong ronald?" Eric asked, "Grell always calls me senpai." Ronald said, "Well lets not all get depressed!" William stated and began to eat "I'm sure Grell's just in a bit of a bad mood." William answered. "Yeah..." Claude said as he ate.
After dinner, Claude got up. "Well my master will be waiting for me." He said and walked out "Thank you for hosting dinner." He said as he left. "Your welcome." William said. "Well I think I'll clean up the dishes in the morning." Eric said as he headed to his room.
An hour later Sebastian was still at the table. "I hear someone crying..." He whispered to himself. He walked in front of every door and it was Grells room. He slowly opened the door and grell had his head on the wall. Sebastian closed his eyes "Grell? What's wrong... And don't say it's nothing because I know it a lie." Sebastian said gently. "Go..." Grell said under his cries. "No." Sebastian said. "GO AWAY!" Grell cried, as he threw a knife at him. Sebastian caught it and placed it on the ground. "I'll leave when you tell me what's wrong." Sebastian wanted an answer he sat at the end of grell's bed. Grell cried and finally punching his fist into the wall, breaking a bit of the metal in the inside of the wall. "DIE!" Grell shouted and swung himself around on his bed, facing Sebastian. Throwing another knife at Sebastian, Sebastian had a late reaction to this one and caught it with his pinky and ring finger. A dark colour of red, almost black blood was visible in the moon light that came in from the window. Grell went wide eyed when he noticed the blood and held his hand to his eyes, tears quickly invaded his sleeve. "Don't cry Grell." Sebastian said in a calm tone, for being cut. "I'm ok." Sebastian motioned and placed his other hand on grell's shoulder.
Grell hugged Sebastian and cried, "I'M SORRY SEBASTIAN IM SORRY I REALLY AM I CAN'T HELP IT!" Grell cried and released him then dug his nails into his hair and gripped his hair, pulling it until it hurt. "KILL ME I DON'T DESERVE TO LIVE ANY LONGER I HATE MY SELF!" Grell shouted. Sebastian tried to calm Grell but nothing was working. Grell pounded his fists into the wall, cutting his knuckles with every hit, "Grell please stop." Sebastian asked "NO I HATE MY SELF!" grell cried "it's only a little cut..." Sebastian tried to tell him. "I TRIED TO KILL CIEL! I MURDERED MADAM RED. I KILL INNOCENT PEOPLE! AND I CAN'T DO THIS ANYMORE!" Grell cried. Grell sniffled "I don't want to hurt anyone anymore I can't go on like this..."