Dear Diary,
Edward is so perfect. I love him too much. His topaz eyes dazzle me as well as his smooth, yet sincere words. I hate every second away from him in fear he will leave me again. I sob when he is away hunting, but I do not tell him because I know he would starve himself for me and I wouldn't be able to bear that. Anyway, Edward is on his way which means he will be here in two seconds. So, sorry to be brief but I have to go.
Sincerely,
Bella
EPOV
I couldn't believe it, Bella still thought in the back of her mind that I would leave her. I couldn't stand hurting her. I had to wake her up. I had to assure her that I loved her. Of course she would resent me for reading her diary, but I just had to make sure she knew that she was to hard to be away from for more than a few hours and that he went a way only to nourish himself so he could be with her.
"Bella," I said, "bella, wake up love."
"Edward? What's up?" Bella said sleepily, but with a smile on her face.
"You know that I will always love you forever and ever, correct?"
"Of course," she answered sounding confused.
"Well, I.. I kind of read your journal and-"
"WHAT!!!"
"Hey, I was bored."
"Edward that is my personal journal," she whined.
"I'm sorry, I won't do it again, but you have to know that I will never leave you again. You have to be reassured of that."
"I am Edward. It's just that in the back of my mind I still have that fear, and I get the nightmares whenever you leave. But I can deal Edward."
"Maybe I shouldn't go hunting tomorrow."
"No," Bella said firmly, "I have to learn to deal with this. Besides Alice will probably be keeping me distracted for this whole weekend anyway. She said she had a surprised planned. That is not a good thing when it comes to Alice."
I laughed under my breath. I had to agree with Bella, Alice did get a little crazy when it came to surprises.
"You should go back to sleep Bella. I will see you in the morning. Goodnight love."
I watched as Bella slowly nodded off. Her breathing slowed and she looked completely at peace.