This is my first fanfic i do... so expect it ill be an ok work to you... and enjoy it...

Disclaimer: It never belongs to me but to… Higuchi Tachibana

Summary: Mikan is strange lately. Her smile has faded a little but it bright its entire colour now. She's different… who is she now? Please read on to find and RxR plz

True Self

Chapter 1: What was that?

"Oh… I'm pretty early… today" said a tired and sad brunette girl looking at her alarm clock which indicated 6:50 am. She got up and went to her bathroom. She dressed up and left for the cafeteria. Since it was a little early, there was practically nobody in, even in the classroom. She decided to walk a little before going in.

The brunette girl, who is Mikan as you know, seemed to be deep in her thought; she didn't pay any attention to where she was going. She let her foot to guide her all over the Academy but ended up to go to her classroom.

She was so much in her thought that she bumped into someone.

"Oh… So-…" She said looking to who she bumped into and wasn't able to finished her sentence, when she saw a raven haired boy before her eye. He was standing there; cool as ever with his crimson eye looking annoyed by the accident. It was Natsume, the famous Black Cat.

"Can't you watch where you're going Polka Dots?" Said the black Cat.

Mikan eye looked away, though Natsume, and seemed to be shocked being bumped into him as if it was the first time.

There was a long silence until Natsume, irritated by the situation, broke it.

"Oi, Polka dots! What are you looking at?" Asked Natsume emotionless as always. "What's wrong with you?"

Silence. This time it was even more unbearable for the Black Cat.

"Polka dots."

Her eyes were widened even more.

"Idiot"

Nothing.

"Ugly"

Still nothing.

He called her all kind of nickname he did for her during these past six years. And she didn't even blink.

"… Mikan"

Her head snapped out suddenly and blinked many time and took a long deep breath as if she just did a long marathon. She looked up to the raven haired boy, when suddenly, her cheeks turned a thousand shades of red, and even more than a red tomato will do. She immediately broke their eye contact and looked down. Natsume realize it.

'What's wrong with her? Is she feeling well?' Asked himself while looking to the blushing girl. 'Or has she a fever?' He began to worry about her but his face didn't show anything about it, it was always emotionless as ever.

He bent down to look at her face and tried as well to lift up her head when suddenly she stood up who surprised and made the boy to fall over.

"So… so… so… SORRY…" She yelled. With that she passed the boy and ran away, leaving him on the floor looking at her disappearing at corner.

'What… What was that?' thought Natsume totally confused.

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